Notes

I find it hard to talk about the problems i face , so i just drink take drugs to the face , 3AM at the place sad but im based , i don't like all the rearrangement the changes happened so quickly it's sickly ...... sometimes i find it hard to carry on with my life and not grab that fucking metal knife that's haunting me , my friends and my family , countless turns and countless bends these scars won't mend if this shit don't end , typed the message then hit send , didn't get no reply , I Just want to die , this shit aint fun finding it harder and harder not to pick up the gun , see this hole in my heart its getting bigger , cant fucking take it anymore fuck it lets pull the trigger

grew up had dreams of making money and counting' big figure... so how did that turn into sitting in my room dark depressing settings I strain my eyes in the gloom this aint the time for death but i think it's coming soon, tell my family and my girlfriend that i love them and i'll always be there angel too and no matter where i am ill always be stuck to them like glue , see you soon...