Notes

Everyday we seem to care less about this relationship. The first week or two you an I would spend 24 hours talking to each other. And now the longest we've talked has been 5 minutes. It seem that you don't feel the same way you use to about me.. I'm not saying that this is your fault or anything but I feel if I start a conversation with you it seems like I'm annoying you. I try to talk to you sometimes but the longest conversation we had since this caring less thing was just us saying Merry Christmas and wishing each other greetings. In the beginning I felt like I always has someone to talk to and you'd always be there for me... But now trying to reach you for help is like trying to climb a mountain. You use to reply back to me within 1 second now it takes you the quickest is 30 minutes. You use to always call me beautiful and say the sweetest things.. But now I never hear one sweet word from you. As a fact you actually always tell me how cute other girls are.. I don't know if you notice that it hurts me to hear you say that about other girls. I'm not saying I'm overprotective I call boys cute too but i have never told you that i think a guy is cite straight up to you. You use to always be there to listen to me nag but now you tell me to shut up.. When you had to go somewhere you'd always say I got to go babe or boo or cupcake you use to call me the cutest things ever but not even on my birthday do i hear that from you.. Now your starting to tell me that if i want i could go love another guy. What am i thinking.. Well I'm thinking you like another girl and is trying to get me to like another guy.. so it would be easier for you. Does this mean we're drifting apart from each other.. I don't know seems like it. It's all so different now.. );