Notes

I know people say, your feelings matter, it's okay not to always show bright side and positive vibes. But I'm sure seeing positivity spread is much better than gibberish like this. I can't open this account without thinking I failed Haseul, it became a burden. I shouldn't show all that on this account. I should have shown the good side only for the sake of her. "You are human, it's okay."
Yes, I am. Doesn't change the fact getting rid of the guilt is hard. Being insecure about how you guys see her through my portrayal. Besides, I'm still not completely ready to be actively updating and interact with many people as seeing some tweets on my timeline still affects me. Be it tweets about him or not. I never thought this sad news and guilt feeling at the same times would affect me this bad, then again I have been uncomfortable to be here and feeling down even before this anyway. This just add more. I tried, one time I laugh at the randomest things, talking to people, other time I break down again. Like a cycle. Showing it further through this account is not my wish. Thus, as much as I love Haseul and LOONA, a real break is needed. I'm sorry for being an eyesore the last few days, not to mention the unreplied mentions.. I'm really sorry. I will miss a lot of updates, please continue to support LOONA. If you have urgent matters to say my kkt id: loonalette
*If you have nothing good to say, keep it to yourself. Thank you for understanding! I hope you guys are doing good and continue to take care of yourself and your beloved people.
**Don't ever offer empty promises about awareness and you care about people if you don't plan on doing it or still judge the way people cope.
**Getting rid of all these thoughts I stated above are easier said than done.