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mental illness shouldn't be ignored and everyone should know that someone could be hiding it for so long, you wouldnt even notice, and then it's gone so far that they feel as if they have only one choice, it can drive people to do many things, and still people aren't aware, yes we do it in school but they don't evaluate and expand on it a lot which makes us understand what actually happens and how some people feel when they experience this sort of stuff, all these therapists and people to talk to, they say they will listen, and they do but most people a lot of the time find it hard to let it out and that stops them from wanting to let it out to people, and literally that's all they need, just to let it out, maybe even to a wall or even an object they just want to scream or shout or just whisper their problems out, but then at the same time they're shouting for help, they want people to hear them they are desperate and need something.
Mental illnesses can slowly eat you away. Depression, anxiety, insecurity, anorexia and much more can physically kill you. And also mentally before physically. People think that it's just a problem, oh it's just something which will go, but it isn't though, it is something which can stay for a long ass time or even stay for a short period. Slowly as you live with it, parts of you start to fade away and you start feeling less like yourself, or you don't wanna be yourself. You maybe start isolating yourself or even start being with crowds of people so you feel less alone. But it can kill you. It can destroy you so much that it can kill you, and it can out thoughts in your kind of killing yourself or doing stupid things. Sometimes you end up self harming maybe or other things, but in the end it can push so far that you want to kill yourself. And you may do it, you may kill yourself, but just remember that if you do then you are not weak, because you have lived this far, you have been so strong up until the day you decide to end your life. If you don't you are still strong, you are definitely strong, living with a mental illness or an illness isn't easy and you really have to be strong for it. Mental illness and also illnesses can take