Notes

"why when everytime i look at chu you look away, actin like you all alone im here like everyday , instead of goin out to party you just stayed at home n studied or ud work to make some money never wastin days" i looked at him but i was thinking of somethin to say, alot of reasons but its better to keep it away, you see im in alot of pain but ian here to put the blame on someone who wasnt the issue cause its not okay... you see 9 years old aint the age to hit puberty already had boobs,
now a victim, of bullying, if you dont understand, well here let me explain it, 3rd grade year, let me show you the breakage
i used to get jumped after school, ill admit, but never to my parents i was scared so i hid it
how can you be so young and already goin through that, up to the other grades was knife stuck in my back, started pushin it deeper i started to get soft
wish i could take my life man wish i was just gone
im already 16 n i got bad health, my family scared that i wont even make it all by myself
its been 8 moths ,since i fukken had my period and all because the stress that i put on myself period
i wanna be alone
let me end it
im serious ,
sorry i had to say it its just the way thata im feelin n

man why this shit aint fair
mistreated by niggas,
n thinkin they rlly care
im sorry i get attached but im not useddd to love
startin to loose faith in my father above
why cant a nigga see that im just trynaa be loved
its not all about the sex man im tired of bein bugged
dr mr no one i hate you so much, and i hope u can member my poem lookin at me above.