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okay so i was w a guy who i didd really like like we were dating for bout 1 year and we really did like each ohter but it got to that point like where it wasnt even a relationship like we liked each other well i liked him but diidnt know if he felt the same way back towards me and idk everyhting just changed like they used to be big fights or small petty fightd and if i wanted too i could break up w him right there cuz its onlu highschool but i chose not like i did like him but it was pre onbipus he didnt want to feel the same back like he didnt have another girl or anything just ignored his feelings a lot towaeds me and didnt have teh courage to break up w me but one day he did and i was sad but wasnt depressed or anything cuz like we hadnt talked for more then a week and ignored each other sm around that time so it was kinda of a relief cuz my friends would ask oh why u going the other waym hes coming, but i was sad and that same week is when i met him because two of my classes changed and i sat w him and im a pre open person to some ppl so i started talking to him and we talked a lot like we became really good friendsa nsd shit and i introduced him to my freinds and then i found out he was a friend of my ex but they werent close or anything, this one day i was on the football feild and he played football so after practice he came to me and i was hella sad and hes like whats going on and shit and i started crying anf he hugged me and and comfotted me sm and i told him how my ex wanted to get back w me but i knew it wasnt a serious back togehter cuz ti was obvoishe oesnt have feekinfs for me and his advice was just to ignore him because at this point all my feelings for him went away and i was a new person and yea we became best friends and we were on a beach adn my head was on his shoulder and he was looking at me and i looked at him and he kissed me and said i relly likr u will be my girlgriend and im like if ur feeling the same way tom come to me tom cuz i thought he aws joking and afterschool he was by my house like where the bus is usualy and had roses and cholcated in his hand and said i really like u will u be my gf and i said YESSSS and we hugged and he kissed me again and after that i went home told my parents im going to a friends house and we went to this park behind my house which has a jungle area and we jusy walked nas sat there and talked like it was the best day eveer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!