Notes

I have loved you... Always. Since I met you, I fell in love with you.. You have no idea how much I love you. You told the same thing. I don't know if you were joking around. But I do love you. You met that someone, taking you away from Me..I thought it was only a friend, because that's what you told me. But I was wrong. That person has changed you inside out. The only thing you want to do is be with that person. We have no more sexy time, or chilling time or cigarette time. The only thing we have is "no time" you go in Google looking up love quotes for that person. You make kissi faces on FaceTime, you tell me how much you like that person. You not knowing that within my skin I'm broken, I smile at you because I want to make you happy. You not knowing how much you and that person break me to pieces each time you think about that person. Now I'm standing before you crying for the first time ever in front of you. broken. You wonder why.. You ask me why. And I can't tell you why, Because it hurts so much inside me that my mouth can't make words to express how I feel. I'm so depressed. I intended to cut. And you dont have the guts to realize it. If I told u. You won't look or think of me the same way. I don't have the balls to tell you. But someday some how you will find out... I hope you can understand me. When you find out. But the feeling of me telling you breaks me even more, because I can't just tell you without me getting the thought of you getting mad at me....... I love you