Notes

Hidden behind the face he shows there is pain. No one knows what he is hiding anymore. He used to be so open about everything, now you cant even get him to come down from his room for more than a few hours. He never was like this, until something happened. And everyone already knows what happened, what ruined him. People know about him not what he goes through, and yet people say they actually know what he has been through. Not one of them can feel the pain that he feels within. He feels like the world is pressing down on him, and he cant taker the force of it anymore, he is right on the verge of breaking. He has endured more that some adults, you look at him and you see strength, while he looks at himself like he is crumbling. He dosen't like this feeling of uncertainty, not knowing who really cares, not knowing what matter. But what hurts him the most is that he loves someone who is so far away that they might not ever be together. But alas he keeps trying only because he does love her. She has some doubts but he will always try and make them go away, For he cares for her more than he does himself. he takes all his time out of his day and tries talking to her, only because when he is talking to her it all vanishes. There is no pain when he talks to her. Just some happiness the closest he has been to it in years.... He is broken, and some broken things can't be rebuilt. But the one he loves will always try and rebuild him. Because love is love and that is what matters the most..