Notes

My lovely sorella,

Hello! If you are reading this, I just want to let you know that you are amazing! Thank you for all the things that you have done to me. I really, really appreciate it! My boss has left for a meeting but not sure what time she will be back. I'm resting my eyes in looking at the Microsoft Excel because I'm encoding some papers. Nah. I just don't want to work for some minutes. Since you've come across my mind, I decided to write this. I was kinda irritated earlier because my crazy office mate kept on invading my personal space. I was not even aware that he was behind me when I was browsing my Twitter. Hell.

Anyway, I'm keeping this as positive as it gets. I'm kind of feeling guilty because I haven't gotten any to give you yet. I don't really know when I'm going to send something for you at least. I just have to find time. But for now, I'm asking for a little patience and forgiveness because I'm a busy bee.

I loved your gifts! I will wear it on the holiday! I'll take a photo of it wearing the two. And, wow! So great of you! You were able to guess my size. What kind of sorcery is that? Lol.

I also want to say stay strong. You know, your relationship -- how's it going. As long as the person you love still makes you alive, don't let go. As long as you are happy with her, hold on still. On the other hand, you don't have to be a hero or a martyr if you are feeling unimportant or you feel unappreciated anymore. In the end, you will decide for your own happiness. I'm here for you as your helping hand. If you fall, I'll stand you up. Kind of when a little sister holds an ice cream (her happiness) and stepped accidentally into a stone (trials, challenges, heartbreaks) and falls back and big sister is there to the rescue. Weird. I'm thinking of a park scenario. Very kiddy-immature idea of mine. Lol. But I know you get my point. And please, don't give too much. Instead, you are losing love for yourself. I kept thinking for the past nights on how I will tell you what and how I feel, since we often Skype and times were not really perfect for a heart-to-heart conversation, so I thought to just spill a little on this.

Still, all I want is your happiness! I'm just a little too worried over here. But, don't give up! I know you are strong. And I'm here for you. Never forget to smile! :)



Always,
Euna