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So, um..

I'd like to say that that's nice, you know. The learning process along with the journey, i mean.

Well. Even though i've said this many times, but once again, i do understand exactly what you feel.

The pain of losing friendship which means a lot for you, the sadness, the disappointment, the emptiness, the feeling like it's not okay but what can you do kinda thingy.
I have experienced it, too.

But it's all a learning process, or whatsoever they said.
I'm glad that you're now feeling quite better, although you said that you still need time.
Take your time, you know.
Let them do their part.
You don't need to rush, everything takes time.
Eventually you'll get better, i believe it.

I too, have been taught with the same process, but i'd say i get what actually sincerity means.


I'm happy about your mindset, which you've said earlier that this is the process for you to get to know what being modest is.

When i was truly down, months or years ago, a person said this to me.
When you pray for something, like getting strength for example, they won't appear inside yourself suddenly like *bling!* i've got strength to pass this!, nope.
You'll have to went through a bitter, painful journey, that will either break or give you strength that you asked earlier.

That's true.
When i first decided to be sincere and patient, i have to went through many many bitter, painful journey with my disorders as a bonus.
But hey, i'll take that. As my lesson, of course.

We shouldn't let ourselves break because of that, right?

You know, the problem you're having today, is helping you developing the strength you'll need for tomorrow.
It's no one's fault that you're experiencing this, it's part of life.

Life sucks, isn't it?
Yet it's beautiful at the same time. (Sounds like a bullshit)

So! What am i trying to say is,

You'll gonna be okay.
You can get through this.
You're stronger than you think you are, and i believe you're capable and significant; even though you feels like not.

I'm and the whole universe is here to support you.
Please do keep on moving forward, alright? For yourself and for everyone that cares about you. *grin*


N.B: Thank you for the advice. *smile*