Notes

[11:31 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu ager tmharay Dil main yah shak hy k main e tmhay dokha dy raha hun tmse jhoth bolta hun tmhay zain k khilaaf karnay k liay tmhay zain k baray main sub kuch jhoth btata hun to zror tumharay Dil main us k baray main yah jazbaat b hain k zain itna bura nai hy wo aisa nai kar sakta !
[11:31 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Tm kaha karti thi kasmain khati thi k tm kisi r larkay sy baat nai karti mager khair . . . .
Kaash hm mil jatay to kabi yh dard hamari zindgi main na atay
rota raha main r tm kisi r k sath hansti rhi
[11:32 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Pta hy ishaq main dard kya hy !
Dunya nafrat krti hy Ishaq karnay walon sy ta'anay daiti hy !
Naseeb main jub Judai ho !
Ro ro k ansuon sy pani khatam ho jaey !
Dharkan ruk c jati hy jb bewafai milay mar jata hy andar sy insaan !
Dunya e khatam ho jati hy !
Tum ny wada kiya tha past main k tm apni r meri zindgi khushiyoun sy bhar do gi mager tm ny to sirf dard e dard diay !
Pta hy past main har din kya sochta tha k kal b anam ka koi msg nai aya r na e aj aya hy mager kal zror uska msg aey ga zror wo mafi mangay gi mager na to msg aya na e tmhari maafi r na e tm i !
Main bht hairaan hota hn jb b khud ko zinda daikhta hn. Kis tarha zinda hn tm ny to mujhay andar sy maar diya hy !
Din raat tmhari yadain rulati thi 1 pal b chain nahi tha !
Jb pyar k din thy jb main pyar chahta tha jb pyar ko tarsta tha tm nai aey tm kahi r thy kisi r k thy kisi r k sath khush thay kisi r ko pyaar baant rahay thy !
Adha dard tm ny diya r adha dard naseeb nay !
Sara din mobile hath main rakhta k aey ga msg ab aey ga msg mager kuch b na siwaey ankhon main ansu hath main mbl r tmhara msg anay ki aas !
Kai dafa tmhara naam likhta phir mitta daita k anam kisi r sy baat kr rahi ho gi mujhay msg nai karna chahiay !
Akhiyoun ko jhothay khaab dikhaey jhothay bahanay bnaey mere dil ko thukraya kya btao apna haal e dil na din guzarta na chain ata har waqt dard ki dunya main dar dar rull rahay hain !
Mere seenay main jo dard hy wo ya to main janta hn ya mera Allah !
Kash k hamaray pyar ka zor chalta to aj tm hamari hoti !
Hum q tmhsay e pyar kartay rehtay ager tmsa koi r hota q kisi r sy pyar nai kiya ager tmse pyar na hota !
Log pyar talash kartay hain r hum ny apna pyar dondh k kho diya !
Raaton ko tmhari yad sonay e nai thi daiti to neend kahan sy ati !
Kya kasoor tha mera jo tm mujhsay door hoi mujhay dard diya mujhay dokha diya 1 dafa to bta do !
Yad hy tarlay karta tha zid karta tha na choro mera yakeen kro !
Dil har waqt tmhari rah takta rehta tha !
Main duaien karta tha k anam meri qismat k har mor py likh di jaey jo mujhay mujhay khushiyan dy !
[11:32 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Kitni ahista ahista tm ny mujhay apnay qareeb laya phir achanak itna dard dy diya !
Anam mujhay bht hairangi hoti hy kis tarha tm mujhay dokha dy kr us k sath khush rahi jis din tm ny dokha diya us sy aglay din zain k pas gya to tm us sy khushi sy baat kr rahi thi tmhari batain sun kr us k sath jo tm ny kin Allah ki kasam ansu aa gaey !
Chlo tm ny to mujhay dokha diya is liay main tmpar yakeen nai tha kar pata mager main ny to kbi tmhay dokha nai diya to phir q nai tm mujhpar sucha yakeen kar pati main btao q q k tm aj b zain sy pyar krti ho aj b tmharay dil main uskay liay pyar hy yakeen hy jo kbi khtam nai ho sakta i know ager zain acha ban gya r us nay mafi maang li r tmsy pyar krnay lag gya to tm mujhay chor kr wapis us k pas chli jao gi r usay maaf krdo gi r phir sy pehlay ki tarhan us sy ishaq r yakeen kro gi us par !
Annu tm to mujhay tb bhool gai thi q k ager tmhay main yaad hota to tm ny jo dard diya tha wo tmhay yad e hota !
Kaha thay tmharay wo waday wo kasmain jb tm dokha dy rahi thi !
Kehti thi na sirf main e tmhara hn to q mera dil dukhaya !
Tmharay sath guzara har lamha yad hy !
Tm to kehti thi k tm sirf mere baray main sochti ho to q mujhay 1 lamhay main e dokha dy kr bhool gai !
Anam kehtay hain na jhoth r such kbi chupa nai rehta !
Kitnay jhoth bolti thi na mujhsay baat na karnay k liay r wohi waqt zain k sath guzarnay k liay !
Anam tm dunya ki har kitaab parh k daikh lo tmhay Ishaq main tootay huay Dil ka koi ilaaj nai milay ga !
Annu tb to tmharay liay mera pyar sirf mazak tha hna !
Samjh nai ata kya paya kya khoya past main !
Tm ny kabi nai socha hoga k tm us k sath khush ho ho kar batain karti thi r main tmhari jhothi batain yaad kr kr k rota tha !
Kahan gaey tmharay mere sath jeenay marnay k waday !
[11:32 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Kai dafa sochta hn q tb tm par aitbaar kiya wo b thora nai beintaha aitbaar kiya
annu tb tm mujhay use karti thi sirf apnay faiday k liay q k tmharay pas meri kamzori thi r wo tha mera pyar. Tm zain ko mazeed jan'nay k liay mujhay use karti thi pta hy kitna dard dil main hota tha jb tm uska pochti thi mager c tak nai tha krta shak to tb b hota tha mager main shak ko galat qrar kr daita r tmhay sucha manta
main ny ishaq ki har hadh par kr k tmhay toot k chaha r daikho tm ny b dard dainay ki hadh e kr di toot kr mjy drd diya
4 eidain tm ny us k sath guzari khushi k sath pechli eid ko chor k btao un sy pechli 4 eidain guzarin thi kya mere sath nai anam nai q k tmharay pas us insaan k liay waqt nai tha jo 4aron eidon par har waqt tmhara intazar karta raha
hamaisha tm kisi r k dil ko mehkati rahi kbi socha mere baray main
kabi tm hum apnay qareeb kehti thi phir q hamain raqeeb bnaya diya 1 e pal main
zra qadar nai ki tm ny ay bedard k itna dard 1 e pal main har pal k liay dy diya
har pal aas har pal umeed tmharay anay ki mager tm ny to kabi socha e nai tha hamain
jitna marzi chup k ro lo mager dard kbi b nai khatam hota
jb b tmhari yad ati thi aisa lagta tha jaisay meri sans ruk c gai hy jaisay jaan c nikal rahi ho
annu tmhay kho k lagta tha jaisay khud ko e kho diya ho
pta nai kahan ly jaey gi yh zindgi mager phir b har pal ankhain num liay khra tmharay anay ki duaien karta hn
tm kabi hadi r z ka pyar nai bhol pao gi q k hadi tmhara pehla sucha pyar r zain tmhar beintaha sucha ishaq tha tha
taqdeer kisi ko b bura waqt r gareebi na dikhaey q k is waqt main apnay b praey ho jatay hain r ajkal to pyar sirf paisay ka talabgaar hy

[11:33 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu kya tmhay btao Ishaq main kis qadar chot khai hy main ny mout sy pehlay hi ishaq ny hamain mar diya hua hy !
[11:33 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu jitna dard tm ny mujhay diya hy koi itna dard dokhaybaaz ya bewafa ko b nai daita !
Tumhari wo jhothi baton ko main aj b nai bhula !
Annu jo insaan tm sy 1 pal k liay b dor nai tha ja sakta tm ny 1 hi baar main usay khud sy hamaisha k liay door kr diya
annu tm ny us insaan ko andar sy maar diya jo tmhari wja sy jee raha tha
annu jb tm meri pas thi mujhay dokhay main rakh rahi thi mujhay aisa lagta tha k mujhay sub kuch mil chuka hy mjy kuch nai chahiay mager jb tm ny chora tb pta chla mere pas to tmharay siwa kuch nai tha mera sub kuch tmse tha
chand lamhaat k liay hi sahi muskuratay huay wo pal to milay thy tmharay sath.aj b jb wo pal yad aty hain dil sy saray dard bhula jatay hain mager jonhi wo pal khatam hotay hain dard taza kr jatay hain
dil tor k mera roz pochti ho na kaisay ho tm khud e btao is dard main kaisa hona chahiay mujhay
itna pyar kiya mager ronay hi hissay aey har pal tmhay sukh diya mager tmse dard e hasil kiya
kitna dewana tha na main sajday Allah ko r yad tmhy krna
koi ksar nai chori tmnay hamain dard dainay main mager kya faida pachtanay ka pyar b to hum ny e tmse kiya tha
[11:33 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu dunya e yahi rawaiyyat hy jo sucha ishaq karta hy kabi usay suchi ashiqi naseb nai hoti
jb sy dokha khaya hy ishaq main tb sy ehsas hua hy k q har ashiq ishaq kr k tarapta hy
annu kon yh dil k zakham bharay ga
jis tarha main ny tmhay yad kiya kbi tm b mujhay yad kr daikho r mehsos kro kitna tarapta tha main tmhay yad kr k
jb sy tmse dard mila hy tbse khushi ko apnay pas b nai anay diya
bht gila karta hu Allah sy k q meri qismat main aisa likha tha khair jo hona tha ho gya
chahay jitnay marzi dukh dard dy daiti mager bewafai to na karti
tmharay bagair 1 b pal chain nai tha ata
kya tha k ager tm kisi r sy pyar karti thi to bta daiti aisay mujhay dokhay main to na rakhti na dokha daiti
kya tha ager mere saray supne toot jatay mager tm to khushiyan manati araam sy us k sath
annu mera na to hamsafar na mera tha r na e mera koi aashiya tha us k bagair na to meri koi manzil thi koi uskay bagair r na e manzil k nishaan
[11:34 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Tm kehti thi kasmain uthati thi k tm kisi sy bt nai krti !
Jb marta tha tmpay tb tm nay zra qadar nai ki zra tars nai khaya mera dil tor k
kash hm mil jatay to yah dard yh wichoray yh doriyan na ati
mujhay zaar o qataar rota hua chor gai
kitni haseen thina tmhari wo jhothi pyar ki batain kitna yakeen karta tha tmhari jhothi baton pr
kya mila tmhay mera dil tor k na to mera yakeen kiya r na e mujhay apna mana
annu main din raat ro lu ga mager tmharay ilawa kisi sy pyar nai kru ga
har roz apni qismat sy larta tha k tm meri qismat main q nai ho
ab to himmat e nai rahi dard k sath larnay ki ab to dard atay hain r beintaha dard dy kr chly jatay hain r main aram sy baitha dard sehta rehta hn
gawah hain saray taray k kis tarha mere ansu chamaktay thy raton ko
tm us k sath khush thi mager phir b tmhari khariyat ki duaien mangta k tmhay kch na ho
kbi b tmhay meri yad nai i kbi b tmhari ankhon sy meri liay nend nai gai
bht rokta hn khud ko mager phir b baton main tmharay past k kissay nikal e atay hain
tm wafa e nai kr pai aey bewafa
annu such btao tmhay tb gror tha apnay pyar par k z bht acha hy wo kbi galat nai ho sakta r daikho is gror ka kya natejah nikla
samjh nai ati kya kami thi mujhmain 1 tarfa muhobbat sirf main ny e q nibhai
tmharay waday wo kasmain sub kuch bhula diya tm ny kaisa sila diya ay beqadra tm ny meri wafa ka
kitni mintain karta tha k ajao wapis ab dil nai lagta tmharay bina
har roz nai umeed tmharay lot anay ki mager wo sirf umeed e rahi
kya yh sila tha meri wafa ka k mujhay dokha mila meri sadaon ko tm ny na suna kaisay ab kisi par bharosa kru
annu tm bewafa thi mager phir b tmse pyar kiya tmnay waday kasmain torin phir b tm par aitabaar kiya is sy zayada r kitni wafa karta
annu tmhay to 1handsome ameer larka chahiay thy na
annu tmharay fans ki bht lambi qataar hy jin main z sb sy agay r phir us k dost r main main to end sy b pechay ho
annu mujhay pta hy tm ny kbi b mere pas nai ana pyar nai nibhana phir b tmhari raah takta tha
main tmharay jhothay pyar main pagal tha dewana tha gumrah tha
ager tmhay mujhsay suchi muhobbat thi to kis tarhan tm mujhsay kai mahino tak mujhsay door kisi r k sath khush rah laiti thi
annu mujhay lagta hy main bht jald marnay wala hn bs hasrat hy k jb marnay lagun to tm samnay ho r daikho k kya mila tmhay mujhay dokha dy kr r daikh pao k mout ki takleef zayada hy k jo dard tm ny diya hy wo zayada hy
mera dil b pagal hy jo har waqt rota rehta hy is chahay hamaisha k liay tmharay dard main chal rahi dharknon ko chor k aram sy hamaisha k liay baith jaey ta k phir main b chain ki neend qayamat tak k liay so pao
annu main na to tmharay dil main basta hn na tmhari ankhon main
annu mera ghum hi sirf mere kaam aya sirf usi ny wafa ki
annu main ny to tb sy jeena e chor diya hy jb sy tm ny mjy chora hy
annu q tm ny mujhay ishaq karna sikhaya q anam q

[11:35 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Tm beimaan ho k b mera imaan thi
dil kitnay araam sy tor gai thi tm
annu main tmharay pechay nai balkay tmhari bewafai ki wja sy barbaad hua hn
kya yahi khata thi meri k main ny tmhay chaha
annu dard mandon ko e dard stata hy
kya karu kaisay samjhao is dil ko r kitni kasmain dhalun khud ko k ab tmhay yad na kru r yh dil hy k meri to koi baat manta e nai har waqt tmhari e zid karta hy dil py ab mera koi zor nai hy
annu jo wafa kr k dokha kha baithtay hain unhay kbi ansuon ki kami nai hoti
dikhawa tha sub wo tmhara pyar

[11:35 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Pta hy hanju kb nikaltay hain ankhon sy jb dil py chot lagti hy
main nahi mere dard mujhsay pochtay haim k q anam ny aisa kiya
kya kabi bedard humdard bun skta hy ?
Kitni himmat wali ho tm dil mera tor kr kisi r k sath khush rahi
annu tm mujhay kehti ho na k main tmpar kbi yakeen nai kr pao ga mager such to yh hy k tm kbi mujhpar na to sucha yakeen kr pao gi na e sucha ishaq
annu tm ny 1 1 kr k is dil ki har aas khatam kr di
anam jo log wafa krtay hain main ny un logon ko kbi khush nai daikha
har waqt tmharay diay huay dard k ansu ankhon sy liptay rehtay hain
bht pachtata hn q hm ny tmko apnay dil sy khailnay ka haq diya
anam pta hy kis tarha rota tha main mere ronay k har hopay k baad tmhara naam bolta tha
tm kisi r ki taqdeer thi na k meri
ab to darta hn wafa k naam sy e
har waqt tanhai dasti thi mujhay
jo waqt main ny tmhay diya tha ab nafrat hy us waqt sy
pyar krnay walon ko kbi sucha pyar nai milta
sb kasmain sb waday dokhay thy tmharay
kai ratain dard main so kar na daikhin
[11:35 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Har roz naya swaal paida hota dil main mager mere swalon ka jawab mujhay aj tak na tm ny diya r na kisi r ny siwaey zain k q k wo hi mujhay sub btata tha
annu tmhay dil, tan, mann,dhnn sb kuch to dy diya tha siwaey apni jaan k. Jaan b dy daitay jb tmhay meri jaan ki nobat ati. Mager tm ny mujhay kya diya kabi socha
jis tarha tm ny rukh mor liya mujhsay kbi nai tha aisa socha yakeen e nai ata tm kis tarha bewafa ho gai
annu khud e insaaf kro r daikho kon galat hy
pas aa kr daikho mere ashkon ko yh sirf pani nahi balkay wafa hy in main mere dardon ki kahani hy is main
dil ko bht rokta tha k r muhobbat na kru tmse tm dokha dy rahi ho mujhay mager phir b pta nai aisa q kr hua k meri muhobbat ashiqi main badalti gai
mujhay lagta tha k tm kbi na kbi to meri wafaon ko yad kro gi r mere pas ao gi mager na to tmhay meri wafaien yad aien na e tm mere pas i
tmharay pechay main ny kon kon sy dukh dard nai bardasht kiay
[11:36 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Main ny tmse kasam wada kiya tha k nai ro ga jb tm ny mjy kis r mulaqat ka btaya mager main ny apna wada kasam tor diya
[11:36 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Yh baat haq jtanay ki nai ahsaas dilanay ki hy k jb main b fsc main tha to tmse bt karta tha main ny kbi apni study ko beech main nai laya
[11:36 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Raaton k chain loot liay mere jazbaton k qatal kiay phir b dil marta tha tmhari beparwaiyoun py annu tmharay jaisa is dunya main shaid e koi pyar ka qatal ho sari umer tmhari bewafai yad rhy gi sirf tmhari sadgi py marta tha main r tm ny bedard ho kr mujhay zakhmi kr diya chah kr b tmhay dil sy nikaal nai sakta q k jo ishaq ka bhaag main ny apnay hathon sy sajaya wo barbaad nai kar sakta tmhari tarha dil sy tmse wafaien kin jin k liay main sb kuch haar gya wohi mujhay barbaad kr gya
[11:36 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Anam har waqt tmhari umeed lagaey rehta tera intazar karta rehta q k sirf tmse pyar krta hn, anam tm py jaan nisaar karta tha, tmhari hr bt py aitabar krta tha
jidhar b daikhta jidhar b jata yh pagal nighahain sirf tmhay talaash kartin , main zinda to tha mager meri zindgi nai thi q k meri zindgi kisi r k sath bht khush thi, wo pyar jis k liay hm ny chor di dunya wafa ki raah main wohi pyar aj b ghaeal hy, na poch kitni muhobbat k zakham khaey hain k jin ko soch k dil ghumzda aj b hy,

[11:37 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Tm mujhsay koi b personal bt share nai thi krti infact mujhay force krna parta tha btao r zain ko tm khud har baat btati thi usy pochnay ki zrorat e nai thi parti
[11:37 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Tm z ka beintaha khayal rakhti usay ki har zarorat ka khayal rakhti usay khana khanay ka kehti waqt par med ka cream lganay ka zakhmon ka pochti infact har tarha sy khayal rakhti like as a careing mom magera mera zra b nai
[11:37 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu tmhay yahi lagta hy na k mera pyar pakeeza nai q k hm 2ono ny kiss kr liya hy hna
mager Anam yh baat yaad rakho imaan ka darumadar neeyoton par hy r meri koi gandi neyat nai hy pak neyat hy mere ishaq ki meri neyat zain ki tarha ki nai hy
[11:38 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Anam pyar 1 dosti hy ager tm mujhsay suchi dosti nai kr sakti to samjho k tm mujhsy kbi pyar b nai kr sakti r tmhari dosti to sirf zain sy thi q k wo tmhara best friend tha sub sy best
[11:38 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Anam muhobbat yh nai thi k main tarpun r tmhay khabar b na ho infact mhbt y thi k mai trpu to tmhary dil py qymat guzry
anam ishaq krta tha tmse tairna to ata tha ishaq k sumundar main mgr jb tmny hath na pakra to dob jana e acha lga
anam tm kya kro gi mjsy muhobbat ki inha main ny muhobbat ki ibtada hi intaha sy ki thi
anam tmhay pa na saka to kya sari umar tmsy pyar to krta rhu ga q k yh zrori to nai jo chaho wo mil jaey
anam kehtay hain k ager kisi ko kuch daina ho to apna waqt do q k waqt sy bhar kr koi cheez qeemti nahi r tm ny kya kiya sirf mujhsay jaan churai r apnay waqt ka 1 1 lamha usy dy diya
anam main yh nai kehta k tmhay tb muhobbat nai thi muhobbat to thi mager kisi r sy
anam main sharminda nai hn tmharay diay huay dard sy q k jin sy rishtay gehry hotay hain wo dard b gehray daitay hain
anam main ny to tmhari khatir dunya hi bhula di r tm ny kya kiya mujhay hi bhula diya
anam aj tak na to mujhay tmharay dokhay ki wja pta chli hy r na e apni muhobt ka sila mila hy
anam main dosron ki tarha nahi hn jo kehta phiroun main tmharay bina jee nai sakta, main jee sakta hn tmharay bagair mager baat yh hy main tmharay bagair jeena nai chahta
[11:38 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Anam tm ny sirf mere dil main dakhil hoi r main ny tmhay apna sara dil sara ishaq sara yakeen tmhay dy diya
anam mujhay aj b yad hy tm zain ko kaha krti thi k tmhay uskay bagair nend nai ati mager tm ny mujhsay ajtak yh nai kaha
chor di zindgi jb tmhari bewafai daikh k aya zain sy
[11:38 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu yaad hy main ny jb tmhay apni life history btai thi to apni zindgi k expiriences b btaey thy aj un main kuch azafa r ho gya hy
1) Maa Baap k ilawa koi wafadaar nahi
2) Izzat sirf paisay ki hy Insaan ki nahi
3) Ghareeb ka koi dost nai banta
4) Insaan jis k liay Dil sy mukhlis hota hy wo dokha zror daita hy
5) Log achi seerat ki bajaey achi sorat ko pasand kartay hain
6) Jis ny dard chupana seekh liya us ny jeena seekh liya.
[11:38 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu kitni ajeeb thi na mere andar ki tanhai hazaron apnay thy mager yaad sirf tm e ati thi
annu ager main b zain ki tarha jhotha hota dokhaybaz hota to mere charon taraf b hajoom hota mager main mukhlis tha isi liay akaila raha
annu ab to main apnay dil sy b mafi maangta hn k main ny q usay ishaq karwaya
anam mujhay tmhari nafrat pasand thi mager tmharay dikhaway ki mohobbat nahi
annu aisa lagta hy k ab dil utna mera nahi jitna mera dil tmhara hogya hy
annu kash k aisa b hua hota k tmhay meri yaad i hoti r tmhara dil b udaas ho jata
anam kash socha to hota mera dil tornay sy pehly

[11:39 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Anam ager tm ny dor jna e tha to nzdek q i
annu har bar tmhari yad e ati mager tm pta nai kahan rah jati thi main to har waqt rota tarapta rehta tha r tm kisi r k sath khush ho gai
anam tmhari raah takta rehta har waqt mager tm wapis mur k b nai daikha ju subha sy sham ho jati r mera dard bharta jata mager tm mera haal tak na pochti
anam har waqt tmharay liay duaien karta rehta k tm khush raho r tmharay sath kuch galat na ho tmhari zindgi ki duaien raaton ko bahain utha utha k mangta mager mera koi hamdard nahi tha Allah k siwa jis sy main apnay dard byan karta annu mera koi vuss nai tha chalta taqdeer par warna usy tmhari zindgi sy hamaisha k liay nikaal daita annu har waqt mout ko yaad karta rehta tha k na janay kb mout aey gi bs marnay sy pehlay tmsy bt krna chahta tha har pal mar mar k jeta tha
kisi ko kya kehta ishaq to khud e kiya tha tmse r usi ishaq ny mujhay shadai kr diya
annu tm ny mjy chor diya darmiyan main hi mujhsay pyar k waday kr k inkaar kr gai tmhay apna dildaar mil gya tmhay dil main bsaya tha apna bnaya tha tmhay din raat chahta tha hansta hua b rota tha
anam apna sub kuch har gya jb sy tmsy pyar kiya tmhay ny bht bura rog ishaq ka lga diya anam kash k tm wapis aa jati r phir kbi door na jati.
Tmhay dil sy kis tarha juda kr sakta tha k mar jaien gy r kya kr sakta hn
anam jis sy pyar kiya ho kbi us k liay pyar dil sy nikalta nahi hamaisha us sy wafa e ki jati hy chahay wo dokhaybaz e q na ho main ny to hamaisha wafa ki r karta b rahun ga anam sza pyar ki mout sy km nahi hy mager is saza ka mujhay koi ghum nhi hy q k ishaq b to krta hn tmse chlo ishaq krna khata thi meri mager hm is khta ki saza hamaisha paien gy i know 1 din dunya mujhay zror azmaey gi r meri ishaq ki qemat mangay gi but main wo qemat zror ada kru ga
tumhari wja sy main dunya sy larta raha r tm ny apna bna k mujhay luuta samjh nai main phir b tmse pyar q krta raha tm ny jb b sheshon par nachaya main nacha annu main to tmpay jaan tak fida karta tha
annu tm to ameer zain k chakar main ghareeb sham ka pyar wafa bhool gai janta hn nai thi meri itni okaat, q mujhay ishaq ki manzlon k raston py ly gai r hath chor diya.
Kitna stati thi tm mujhay rulaya krti thi mujhay kbi dil sy lga kr to daikhti mujhay
annu 1 din main ny nai hona tb tmhay meri har wafa yad aey gi mager tb main ny nai hona sirf hogi meri
annu tmhay panay k liay to main ny khuda ko b mna liya tha mager tm sirf apni ana ki wja sy mere pas nai i , Allah ny tmhay kai dafa us sy bchaya k tm chor do usy mgr tm ny suchai ko chor k faraib ka sath diya
[11:39 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Annu pyar ka matlab yh nai hota k ap 1 2osray k liay mar jao balkay pyar ka matlab hy k 1 2osray k liay har dard bardasht kr k jeo
[11:39 PM, 12/13/2016] My: Anam tm us k jhothay pyar main aisi dobi k mera sucha pyar bhool gai
[11:39 PM, 12/13/2016] My: "HASEEL KARKE TO HAR KOI PYAR KAR
SAKTA HAI MAGAR
KHOKAR BHI KISI KO CHAHNA HI ASLI
PYAR HAI''
[ MORAL :- LOVE is not about making
your LOVER yours at any cost
LOVE is all about LOVING blindly your LOVER even if he/she doesn't love
you ]
[11:40 PM, 12/13/2016] My: zain ny jb mjhay tumhari pics dikhaien to sath sath batata gya k main ny yahan yahan usy aisay aisay touch kiya r us ny agay sy kya kiya
anam tm zra c baat par mujhy blame krti r sorry tak na kehti r meri galti na honay k bawajood main ro ro k tumse mafi mangta
main chahta hn k tumhay ehsas ho but tumhay ehsas nai hoga q k ehsas usay hota hy jis k dil main ap k liay chahat ho mgr tumharay dil main to kbi chaha thi hi nahi !
tm bt bt py roth jati thi r main tumhar har baar manata tha halan k tb btm itni batain sunati thi mujhay acha lata tha tumhara rothna q k mujhay tb yh nai tha pta k tm q aisa krti ho wo b kisi r ki wja sy
rishtay dill k aisay nai tor diay jatay
rishtay dil k to achanak e bn jatay hain jaisay achanak pyar ho jata hy mager unhay itni asani sy bhulaya nai jata
mgr tm ny to pal bhar main sb kuch khtam kr diya r mujhay achanak bhula diya
tm mere msgs ka reply nahi thi krti r agr call krta to ya to tmhari line kisi r line py masroof hoti y tm cut kr daiti thi r ager repy krti b to ghanton baad
main ny z ki kisi b bt ka yakeen tb tk nai kiya jb tk tm ny khud prove kr diya k wo such e kah rha hy !
a mujhay aaj b yaad hy jb main ny tumhay kaha tha k tm meri care nai krti meri parwah nai krti mujhsay sae baat ni krti to tm ny mjy kaha tha main kisi ki nokar nai hn jo har kisi ki care krti rhu khyal rkhu r na e mre pas falto waqt hy anam main us din bht roya mager tumhay kuch na kaha r tm ny baad main 1 dafa b sorry nai kaha r na e koi msg kiya r main sari raat rota raha !
[11:40 PM, 12/13/2016] My: tm mere samnay to bht dafa kah chuki ho k tm zain sy pyar krti ho mujhsay nahi but zain sy kbi nai kaha k tm mujhsay pyar krti ho zain sy nahi
tumhari mama zra c idhar udhar hoti thi k tm zain sy call py bt krny lg jati thi mgr meri dafa ....
agr mn tmse nrz hojata to sari sari raat tumse mafiyan mangta mgr tm mri zra prwah na krti r dosri trf jb tm zain ki zra c bt na manti to wo nraz ho jata r tm sari sari raat us sy mafiyan magti !
1 taraf us k sath tumhari wafaon k qissay r dosri taraf mere sath bewafaiyoun k qissay
tm mere sath bike py is liay nai gai k main kahin zain ki tarha tumhay kahin r na ly jaon r kuch kr na dn
zain ny mujhay dakkay diay r phir taqreban 1 month bad khud aa kr sulah ki
pta nai meri sansain kb tk chlain gi but janay sy phly mn apni hr sans tmharay naam kr dn ga
jb b koi acha insaan apki life main ata hy to ap k zakham ko mitta kr apko khushi daita hy r apko usi insaan sy pyar ho jata hy
main ny wada kiya tha tmhay kbi dard nai dn ga kbi tmhy kuch nai honay dn ga so isi liay tmse door hua ta k tmhy kuch na ho t khush rho
mana k main galat tha meri har kasam har wada hr bt jhothi thi !
mager jo us k baray main tmnay khud apni ankhon sy daikha kya wo jhoth tha !
[11:40 PM, 12/13/2016] My: annu jis din b zain tmse nraz ho jata tm sari raat nai thi soti us sy mafiyan mangti rehti thi r ager main nraz hota to saaf keh daiti thi k hum aj k baad baat nai karain gy r phir tm msg e nai thi krti hamasiha main e msg krta tha main e sari sari raat tumhari mintain krta tha tumhay manata tha
main zain ki tarha lafzon k khail bnana nai janta !
sirf jo dil main hota hy wohi kehta hn !
tm zain k liay tyar hoi us sy mili mager mujhsay nahi!
tm us k sath 2.30 hours rahi mager mere sath nahi !
tm mujhay milny sy to darti thi but usay q nai usy milnay sy to dar nai tha lgta isi liay to 3 dafa usy mili wo b itni itni dair
kehtay hain muhobbat krnay walay aisay e chor k nai jatay r tm ny to mujhay har dfa bewja wo b achanak chor diya
i know k tm darti ho mujhay milnay sy k main b wohi na krna chahun tmharay sath jo zain krna chahta tha !
ager main waisa e krna chahta to aj zain k sath hota r tmhay na btata k zain yh yh krna chahta hy !
pyar ka pta tanhai main chalta hy na k 1 ko chora to 2osray sy pyar kr liya 2osray ko chora to tesray sy r tesray ko chora to chothay sy !
tm ny tanhai daikhi hi kb hy tanhai to main ny daikhi hy 3 months k liay ager tm ny b tanhai daikhi hoti to kisi k dard ko bht achi tarha samjhti r han ab yah mat kehna mujhay b dard hy main nai gilay krti baat gilay krnay ki nai sirf yh btanay ki hy k tm sirf timepass k liay mujhsay bat krti ho r wo b tb jb tumhay time milta hy na k tb jb tm khud mere liay special time nikalti ho
annu tmhara pyar sirf matlab ka tha
zain ny mujhay kai dafa kaha tha k tm use hoi hoi ho
anam tm raat ko bht km baat krti thi r ager krti b thi to bht late rply krti thi achanak e baat krna bnd kr daiti thi r phir bht dair baad msg ka replay krti thi r subha puchnay pr kehti thi k tmhar ankh lg gai thi r achanak ankh khuli to tmhara msg daikha r tmhay rplt kr diya r main tmpay yakeen kr k chup kr jata !
[11:40 PM, 12/13/2016] My: anam main tmhari hr baat py yakeen kr laita ta k main apna pyar ka rishta qaim kru !
main sochta tha k mera acha ikhlaq tumhay meri taraf kheench laey ga mgr phir pta chla k main to tumhari nazron main bht bura hn so mere achay honay ka tmpy koi frk ni pry ga !
hamaisha tmnay zain ki khushi ka pucha us sy mgr kbi mujhsay kuch nai pucha
bht acha sila diya tmnay mere pyar ka
anam mujhay ashqon ka mala pehna kr tm bewafa ka ghar bsa kr kitni khush thi
bht kehta tha k ab tmp aitbar nahi krna tmhara intazar na krna tmse kbi pyar ka iqrar nai krna tmsy r zyada pyar nai krna mgr main sb ulta e krta gya
chahay tm ny mere sath bht bura kiya tmnay dusron py bhrosa kiya unka saha liya mujhay dokha diya phir b tmharay baray main kuch galat nai sun skta
jo tm ny mere sath kiya yahi dua krta tha k kbi tmharay sath na ho q k main dard samjhta tha
anam yahi dua hy k kbi tmhay ghum na milay tmhari akhon main ansu na aey allah tmhay hr khushi dy
jis tarhan tmnay mera dil dukhaya tumhara kbi na dukhay mujhay jo mehsos krwaya jo tm mujhsay krti e nai thy dua hy allah sy k tmharay dil ko khushiyoun sy saja dy
anam tumhara naam ly ly kr mujhay mere dost bht tang kiya krty thy zain ki wja sy
anam tmse sucha pyar krta tha tumpay jaan chirkta tha hr pal tumhari fikar krta tha labon py naam tha tumhara mera har saans tumharay naam hota tha
anam mar mar k tumhay paya tha mujhay chor k na jana isi dar k sath main jee raha hn
pta nai q tm mujhay dokha daiti rahi kya tha tumharay zaihan main