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Hi. My name is Chynna Blackwin. I'm 12, and living in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. As for my ethnicity, my dad is Jamaican-Canadian, and my mom is just a Native Canadian. So that makes me.. mixed. My birthday is May 21, 2000, and I'm Team Gemini ! I have 4 sisters. Sierra, Brooklyn, Savannah and Aaliyah. I'd do anything for these little girls. They are my life. I also love my parents. And, I loved when they were together. My parents split in 2006. The year my sister Sierra was born. On the day of her birth, he went to go back to Oshawa to see his new girlfriend. Even though my parents weren't together, my dad could have atleast stayed. Like, come on! She's your kid, too. Forget about that. I don't even wanna think about it. So, I've been bullied, and I still get bullied. Every day when I go to school, I get called merked (means ugly in slang.), beat (also means ugly.), fat, hoe, bitch, and many other words. It hurts, alot. I'm not gonna kill myself over it, I'm better than that. I don't really have friends that I can trust. ALL of them talk behind my back. I'm ashamed of calling them my friends.. But, whatever. And, btw.. I'm writing this at my dad's house right now, which makes it worst. -.- My friends tell me I'm not ugly or fat, but then they call me those behind my back. I don't have any true friends. I don't like any of you. I don't trust any of you. And if you're getting mad because of this, fuck off please. You have talked behind my back. Admit it bitch. Bye.