Notes

HELLO! R WE FRIENDS?-ana
WHY U MEAN TO ME??-a
IM NOT-o
YES YOU ARE!-a
SORRY THEN-o
ITS COOL IG, CAN I TELL YOU SOMETHING OR JUST BE HONEST WITH YOU??-a
WHATEVERE U WANT-o
EVERYTIME I'M WITH YOU, I FEEL LIKE I STILL LIKE YOU....... :(-a
-_- -o
LOL IG-a
DONT KNOW-o
SAME-a
WAIT YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY??-a
I DONT KNOW-o
OHH....... :(-a
I DO-o
YOU DO WHHAT???-a
LIKE U LITTLE-o
SAME HERE...... :/ IS IT WRONG TO LIKE YOU EVERYTIME I SEE YOU??-a
IK BUT LIKE SOMEONE ELSE SO ILL LET U TO BE-o
I CAN'T SEE HIM......THEY EXPELLED HIM.......FOR SEXAUL HERASSMENT...... :( AND ME AND HIM STARTED GOING OUR OWN WAYS.......-a
K-o
THATS ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO SAY!!! IS "k"...... :(-
NO I CAN SAY HI
LOL..... I LOWKEY MISS "US"......TBH// :)
SAME
WHEN WE USE TO HAVE FUN!!! ALL THE TIME...... :)
IK
AT TIMES I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AROUND YOU.....TBH//
:)
:) most of the times, i feel happy around you......
:) y me tho
idk....its not the same with other people.....its like i'm happy but it doesn't feel the same as when
i'm with you.....
ohhhhhhhh
yeah......but i know you don't like me........ i'm okay with just imagining..... :) lol
i do
noo you don't no one does.......
i do i promise
everyone says that......but the promise always gets broken......they either give up or they just cheat......
trust me i know how the game works.......its been happening all school year...... thats why i said what
i said.......
i want be like dat any more i have changed i was like dat couse i was dum
don't say that.... it's just the way things and boys are knowa days.... its no ones fault.....but mine.....i
shouldn't be so stupid and hard head........
ur not ur pretty im da dum one
lol, i'm pretty ugly....and ur not....i shouldn't be so stupid......
no ur not ur smart
im stupid.... stop trying to make me feel better.... and either way, if we do like each other......we go back to school in like 2 weeks.....we wouldn't be able to see each other...... and you cheat on me......NO ONE can
handle an ldr also known as a long distance relationship.....
im sorry i did dat if we do get back ill be different and when we go back to school we can be best friends
lol....we won't even see each other...... i should know.... look what happen to me and Ceasar.......remember??
we can text each other and i know some ways we can see each other
i'm grounded remember because the nudes from Shawn.....and how?? and when?? and i doubt our parents will be happy with that......especially our moms....... :( eveen if we are keeping it a secret they'll still find out.....trust me.....my mom will know.......SHE KNOWS EV
they want
idk.... :(
u want to try it
ig.....i don't want to get caught tho..... :( im already in ENOUGH trouble because of my grades and my dad and my attitude......
ohhhhhhh ok then i guess we will just be friends
idk..... i'm confused..... i got to focus on school......then i hopefully if i get exepted then i'll go to Harbor Teacher Preporty Academy.....then grauduate with my associates degree and go to medical school to be an rn or some type of doctor that specilizes in babies in the NICU....
ohhhhhh k then so were just friends:(
idk....i have a whole life ahead of me...... i don't want to mess anything else up that might ruin me or my goals..... :(
k
i want to be more than just "friends"....... :)
me to but i dont want to ruin ur life
i don't know anymore.... its like now every decision i make will count on me......it might even hurt me..... and i'm tired of always getting hurt.......
ohhhhhhh
yeah.....i don't want to get hurt by you.....or lose you either.......
i wont hurt u or leave i promise
thats no true..... look what Caesar did.....he left and hurt me to......and its not i don't trust you.....its just i can't be hurt again......
u wont ill be by ur side i promise
i can't be hurt again.......
u wont
you can't prove that.....niether can you promise it.....i live far away from you.....during the week i'm here, but sometimes on weekends i leave......i'm sick you know?? its not something you can catch, its within my body.....so i struggle a lot..... and i don't want to put that burden on someone else....no one knows only now...... not even Caesar knows..... NO ONE!!!
i will help u promise u can tell me anything
nah....its okay...... i don't want any help.... thanks for offering though.....hopefully i'll be fine....idk yet....i just take it day by day.....and just btw: i'm only happy most the time because i don't like people worrying about me.....so don't worry about me.....okay??
k so were just friends:(
idk....if you only want to be friends then ig..... idk..... :(
i want u to be mine again but if u want to be friends then were just friends:(
i want to be yours again.....but our PARENTS, school and i don't know were going to see each other again and i don't want to get hurt again...... :(