Notes

( keep listening to the same song if the song isn't ended yet. but if it has ended, replay it! 😊 )

January 4th, 2017. 12:49pm GMT+7

i feel like i still have many things to say to you so, yeah.
it has been a day and hours since i sent you a dm, asking if i could talk to you. but unfortunately, i was late. i miss you so much. i really do. my heart hurts thinking that we don't talk anymore. that i've been spending my days without you. i just. i don't know. my days were better with you. everything was better with you. i can't deny the fact. but i need to accept the reality as harsh as it is. i don't know how can i still love you after the things happened. I'm sorry for loving you too much. i'm sorry for making you feel uncomfortable because of this feeling. that's why i decided to run away. for you. for us. for our best.
i want to ask you how are you? how have you been? are you happy? did something annoy you? did the headache because of your period come to annoy you? have you been sleeping well lately? have you been eating well? how's your babies? how's your family? how are you feeling? are you happier after leaving me? do you miss me? do you hate me? do you want me to go? but i have no guts to ask you about those things. who am i to ask you, yeah? ehehe. sometimes, i still hope for the thing that won't happen. i still make wishes in 11:11. unfortunately, god says nothing until now.
i just hope you're doing fine. that you're happier than before.

“you never love the same way twice.”
it means, you'll always be the one who i love the most. the one who i would do anything for. the only one who can make me go insane. the only one.

anyway, after you read these letters, can you delete our tweets here? in our account? all of them. let's bury them. the sadness. let it drown with 2016. the happiness, let me keep them in my heart forever. and also, can you change the password of the account? you can put hint of the new password on the bio. i won't ask you to block me here. yeah. i want you to use this account, or the dm as your place to rant. if you want to, of course.

i hope we will be able to talk again soon. i'll miss you so much. i miss you already.
always be happy. you're a little sunshine that should shining brightly for the world. you're precious. you were my precious little sunshine.

until we meet again, sunshine.

for the last time,
can you go to youtube now and search for gnash - u just can't be replaced? ☺️

143.

520.

sayang kamu, sayang.





meu

amor.