Dear eyll, im writing this note to say one last goodbye, for my bestfriend my life my best ever girl that i ever known, how long has been.. 7 years or perhaps more, i known u for a long long long time,i know smua about u every detail, through it all i have been there to see you smile sad happy cry, ups and down we have been together, all my life i never thought this day would come, saying goodbye to u is the hardest thing for me to do, i loved u i care for u, i always want the best for u remember that, my dream is to one day be happy again with a girl that loves me with every bit of me, i hope u remember me doa kan be, its painful u know, u rasa kn rasanya kehilangan orang yang u sayang skrang mcm teruk lah, so i hope u understand, the truth is we can still be friends but after all the lies u told him, be paksa u this paksa u that, be stalk u brantikn krita u n etc, smua atu be minta izin rah u n nda pernah be paksa mun u nda mau, smua yang u mau be slalu turuti, even until now, as long as ur happy im happy, be mau u bahagia, i know what he mean to u, if u choose this way,ndapapa im ok, smua kenangan tentang kita, smuanya dri u sama be, smpi u milik orang lain, be kan slalu charish, i love taking ur pictures, i love seeing u smile everytime i take ur picture, i certainly miss muka u yang u buat kalau kenyamanan food yang padas be bawa, thats why i bring u ur fav food tempe but unfortunately u stress marah2 ngam nda baik so i can never see that face again,its sad really sad how we become, we couldve been friends, we couldve stay bestfriends behind the scene but love has blinded u, like love blinded me everytime im mad im angry calling or txting u its just my feeling yang terkubur, u know me slama ane i never am the same person i was before, i changed because of my pain that sometimes i cant control,who can blame me right after smua kebaikan,kesetiaan, penantian, kesabaran,kepercayaan yang be ada untk u, u khianati be, its still fresh in my mind but its ok, i just want u to know smua pasal kita, all the stuff that i give u, the handbags, shoes, n places in brunei that we have been together, god i miss gongcha sma u, n all the plans we made in the future pasal john wick 2 hnm i never get to see it sma u then.. but its ok, u have ur new life now, i have mine, say goodbye to the good old days, i will never be a part of ur life again after this.. im gonna miss it babe i really do, kissing ur hand everytime i go, comforting u, talking shit stuff about random things, n mostly joging n exercising with u me just being a coach.. makan faize afterwards, im gonna miss all that really, smpai bila pun be kn cintakn u tau u, if one day u need me, if one day u ingat be, if one day u misses me, i just want u to know be kn slalu ada di hati u, be kn slalu ada untk u, just imagine me like u imagine ian, i miss my son but truth is i know he is just ur imagination, its the guilt u have, thats why u cant see him now,never was ian, so if u can imagine ian, u can certainly imagine me talking to u, but know this, all the decision u make be respect that, n I NEVER going to threat u with anything, i just afraid to lose u thats it, n now i did because of hati be yang nda dpt branti mikirkn u, ingin txt u, n truth u told him, we cant be hanging around anymore, i asure u u can never find another friend or guy like me, im that unique n i hope u did miss me, ingat im a man of my words, always did kn, so ingat what i said dulu, i will selamanya keep that promise, if u need me desperately i will be there like a superman, if im not in brunei then i'll be in singapore,if u havent got married n decide to marry me, gladly i would, im not prasan about this, its just if, u know where to find me, u know how to reach me, im sorry for all the pain i cause u whenever he finds out about us, im so sorry about that, n i forgive u even after all perbuatan jahat u be ndakn ingat u as jahat, be kn ingat u as the sweet eyll, the kind eyll, the funny beautiful confident eyll, hehe i miss everything about u, i dont know why be teliat mua u sakit menses d mragang random masani d pala be, yng be gmbr haha, ndapa lh its all in the past,this is my last goodbye, no more white roses, no more random talk,no more harrassing u, no more mknn indon, no more US😭 IM SORRY REALLY FOR EVERYTHING, GOODBYE EYLL MY BESTEST BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD, I HOPE UR HAPPY ALWAYS BAHAGIA BERSAMANYA,I HOPE U CAPAI CITA2 U SMPAI PHD!
I WILL DOAKN U DRI JAUH SLALU, I WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT U, SMUA JASA U KAN BE KENANG, ONE DAY IF IM SUCESSFUL I WILL REMEMBER U BEHIND EVERY SUCCESSFUL MAN THERE IS AN INCREDIBLE WOMAN, DO TAKECARE EYLL DO JAGA DIRI DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE U FOREVER AND EVER BABY AS BESTFRIEND AS BROKEN LOVER.,,
GOODBYE
white rose man AZY
