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ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY.
and christmas. but more importantly your birthday.
my christmas baby.
i love you so much. you make me so fucking happy. i cant explain it. i've fallen in love with you, micah. and its such a wonderful feeling. i dont deserve you, but i'll be damned if i ever let you go. i'm so lucky to have you. you mean so much to me. YOU'RE GETTING OLD
i feel young. wth
you've been there for me when it was kinda rough and i appreciate it so much. you make me feel wanted and cared about. you spoil me to death even when i'm an asshole and dont deserve it. you give me kisses, and compliment me all day. its so great. i dont know how you ever came to liking me, but i'm so happy you do. am i repeating myself?? probably. oh well.
i could go on and on about how you make me feel since i dont tell you frequently enough.
you make me the happiest person in the world. i'm not gonna let you go, or lose you. if things get tough and we argue. oh well, we're still gonna be together. we're gonna work through it. you're literally my everything. honestly, you're all i'm living for. you can't get anymore perfect in my eyes. you say you aren't cute, but baby. you are so handsome. from head to toe. inside and out. your eyebrows are better than mine, which is saying something, lmao. your personality is so charming and sweet when you aren't trying to murder me for not accepting your compliments. you're funny, almost never have an attitude. and when you do, its playful. i don't know how i came across someone like you. you're the only one i want. i want you by my side in the mornings and at night. when i make you smile, it just makes my day. you make me smile a shit ton. to the point where i look like an idiot. you give me cute nicknames, and massage my ass. i mean thats the full package right there yanno. you're all i need. you're all i think about sometimes. you're addicting. you distract me from the bullshit in school, which is a good thing, because if it weren't for you calming me down and talking to me i probably would have gotten expelled or suspended already for getting into too many fights. i dont know how you do it, how you calm me down. i mean all you do is talk to me and i become calm?? idk. its a weird feeling you give me. warm and fuzzy inside. to the point where i feel like i'm going to suffocate because i cant breathe. not that that's a bad thing. its a nice feeling. idk where i'm going with this anymore. its all over the place. its about to get cheesy. oh no. you make my heart beat fast as hell when we fuck. and even when we dont fuck and you get sappy. i find it the most adorable thing in the world when you get sappy and tell me how you feel. do it more often.
you have this affect over me and you know you do, so you use it to your advantage that way i cant stay mad at you. i gotchu now. mhmmm. when you call me princess or babygirl it gets me flustered honestly lmao. thats what makes me not stay mad at you. that and the fact i love you too much.
i didnt think i would fall in love with you.. i thought we would go different ways and not get along. but damn. fucking hell, i'm so glad you're still here. i honestly dont know how to end this. its going no where and i cant end it in the middle of no where.
so i'm just gonna tell you that i love you.
micah, i love you so much.
happy birthday, mi amor.