Notes

aayu, when I first saw u that day at the tennis court, I felt something inside me. a feeling. a very strong feeling. the feeling of hate. i also took steps like calling u a bitch in front of your mother to make sure.
then some days later I saw ur profile... n i fell in fb love. i asked rishav to call u n he did
i didn't really feel something happening between us when u left my house. but i did get the feeling at 2:30 when u were telling me things u had told no one
i felt special, n u felt special to me
since that day, i've been falling deeper and deeper into a pit called love
it's a free fall, and there's no gravity.. it's our own decisions which decide how fast we wanna fall
this speed varied for me
at times it stopped
at times i was falling faster than the speed of light
it never seemed to end
and doesn't do even now
we've been through a lot aayu
secret meetings on the terrace,
me being possessive,
u getting caught,
months not talking to each other,
then doing it all over again.
I've been through this roller coaster ride and like every guy
at the end of this ride is a new life - a brand new one
it is a person.
someone you live for and are ready to die for.
someone u trust with your life and your deepest secrets.
someone you never wanna grow apart from.
and the idea of them going - it chills you to the bones
you are that someone to me aayu, n i would like nothing better than u being with me.
and taking my hand and guiding me through this storm called life
with those angel eyes i have looking over me in my head
and those soft hands holding mine
i'll live forever in peace
I love u aayu
so today I ask, will u be mine?