Notes

Sarah, I'm so sorry for anything else that happens while I'm "gone" but just remember that you're always on my mind and that I'll always love you. You're so beautiful, you're gorgeous, you're the person I've finally met with minimal imperfections. In my mind, I will always consider you "the perfect one". I'm sorry that I had to mess up, get sent back to military school, mess up here and probably get sent to a wilderness therapeutic camp. Whatever happens just remember, it's like I said before that you're always on my mind. I wont be crying at the wilderness camp because it's hard, I'll be crying because I wont be able to talk to the only person that I can't get out of my head. You mean so much to me, Sarah, and you're the best thing that's ever happened to me. I hope that you think about me even half as much as I think about you. I love you so fucking much and wont be able to forget about you which is obviously a good thing. The first thing I'll do when I get out will be call you all day and all night babe. It's a mystery for both of us when that is going to be but stay strong and we'll get through this together. I'm so fucking happy I get you closer and closer to me every second of the day but it feels like our relationship is quickly fading. Promise me that you'll never let go and we'll be saying "I love you" to each other for as long as we live...