Notes

Jackie well i just wanted you to know how i feel because i feel like there might be more then us being friends and you're very pretty wait more like beautiful and your really smart and that most of the time im jealous because i feel really stupid hanging around you lol but in you i saw a very amazing person with an amazing personality you have nd i cant see why some guys don't see it in you like that one fag that made you feel insecure but i did promise you that i was gonna help you with that and so far idk if i have but i did enjoy dancing you with you at the quince which we didn't dance much cause it was packed and you may of not enjoyed it but at least i was trying to help you have fun by getting out and get some fresh air nd hear some good music and we may not have some things in common but we do have one thing is that we both have amazing personality's and we both don't really care what ppl think and if you do give me a chance i will not make you regret it like your ex made you regret his but if you do say no on giving me a chance maybe because your not ready yet or you only see me as a friend well its okay we can still be friends but hope by this don't affect anything like our friendship we have because you are a very cool friend maybe cooler then the fags lol but also one more thing plz don't tell anyone about this because i want your opinion if you wanna give me a chance or not because i don't want your friends, cousins, family, etc involved in this because they might think differently nd tell you other things like that might make you change your mind because i just want you to think no one else can do it for you nd that's another good thing about you that you decide what you want in life nd don't make ppl decide how your life is gonna be so just give this time nd tell me when you're ready to give me an answer ?? and yes i wrote all of this at this hour but i couldn't because i had to much on my mind and well this was on my mind and i just wanted to clear it out by telling you and i felt like it was better to tell you in person but i was afraid so like other shy ppl do best is tell their crush through facebook,etc and yes maybe by reading this you might feel weird out and be like omg but just think very hard to give me an honest answer no matter what everything will be okay i think lol :)