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Wish I could be important
Wish I could do shit for my family
Wish I could be a good brother to my brothers and sisters
But I cant..... heres why
Can't be to my brothers cause I can't skate or fight
Not a skater, and 'fraid of violence, I hate it
I only fight to protect
But I still dont like it
Violent games are OK but really violence scares me
I'm not tough, sure I act tough but I'm not
I act tough infront of my family and friends so I dont seem weak
Not a good brother to my sisters cause I'm a guy, I dont understand them
Don't know how I have friends
I ain't chill, I aint cool, I ain't fun, why do they like me
I hate when I have those moments, those moments when I fuck up
Hurt my friends, be the cause, the cause of my friends cutting himself he never did that when I didn't know them
When they ask me why I cut I tell them "I would rather feel physical pain than mental pain, mental pain hurts more, so I cut until I forget"
Wish I could only feel physical pain instead of mental pain!!
Wish I could stop crying, getting mad, stop smiling!!
Wish I could have a blank expression on my face 24/7!!
Don't like to smile cause its fake
Don't wanna cry cause I dont want to show weakness
Don't want to get mad cause it shows my anger
I want a blank expression to not show fear
I'm scared of everythong basically
'Fraid of being alone and disappointment
I'm very self-conscience, of my hair, body, walk, and talk
To afraid of shit and it gets in my way
Gets in my way of sayin' shit that I want to say!
Thinking its bad even though its just a logical question
Wish I could get over it!!
Wish I could be "normal"!!
Wish I could not be afraid of shit!
Why am I a pussy
Why am I a piece of shit
Why am I not perfect
Why cant I be "normal"
What the fuck if "normal" anyway
Normal is a saying that people say to judge other people
"You aint normal", "that's not normal"
I hate that word, wanna kill the person who invented that word
Yes I'm different
No I'm not perfect
No I'm not smart
But you know what?
I'm a nice guy, and a carring guy
Will respect you if you respect me
Wanna knock me down
Then continue to kick me while I'm down
Just wait until I get up and fight back
Cause once I do your fucked
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