Notes

Suicide letter: Charlie <3 ~
You're my light, my escape, my safe place, I'm really sorry but I have to go. I'm too broken for anyone to handle...me, myself can't even handle it...my anxiety and depression won't leave, so this way...it'll just...stop. I'll be free...I'll be with loved ones in the sky. I love you so much and don't think that any of this is your fault because it isn't, you were the best boyfriend by far and I'm so very sorry to do this to you...I just know that I wouldn't be able to cope with being an adult, especially not with these problems and worries of mine. You'll have a perfect life, trust me, don't give up and don't cut just because I gave up. Be strong for me, I'll always love you <3 <3 <3 ~ Noah/Shayla

Suicide letter: Lyric ~
You always were the perfect father figure, even if we hardly hung out and had fights, in the end it was always alright. I'm leaving this earth because of my self-worth, I'm too broken and I can't handle it. I'm really sorry to leave the earth but I can't carry on with all these worries and problems. I won't be able to cope being an adult, I really won't, don't say that I will because it doesn't matter anymore. I'll be gone, worry free. I'll be with my grandmother...m-my old dog and rabbit and bird...I'll be with all the ones I lost... I'll have no anxiety or depression up there. I won't be suffering anymore, be happy for me. Don't give up and don't be upset because I'm gone, I'll be okay now, I'll be in peace. You have a bright future so don't give it up, never give it up. Thank you for helping me through the rough times, dad. ~ Noah/Shayla

Suicide letter: Owen ~
You were a good boyfriend, I'm sorry that I broke your heart and made you sad...but I set you free. You no longer have to worry or deal with me, I'll be gone and you'll find someone else, they'll make you feel so special. I'll be forgotten too, just because we're through, doesn't mean that you should give up. Just because I'm doing this...doesn't mean you should cry over me. I'm not worth any tears, I'm too far gone, I'm broken. The feeling can't be helped after I've had it for so many years. I'm just so tired of living this way...frightened of people, of the world, depressive thoughts, suicidal thoughts and it's every single day. I can't just keep saying that I'm okay...when I'm not...I'm sorry that I'm leaving this world. You'll be okay though, you'll be just fine, I'm just a worthless person in a world of millions of people anyway. I wish you the best of luck in life. ~ Shayla

Suicide letter: Timmeh ~
Best friend, Timmeh you're my best friend...someone I'm really close to. I'm sorry that I have to leave this way...but I can't stay. I can't cope with the world, it's too cruel for me. I only have a soft heart and it's breaking me apart. I hope you understand...please don't be mad, don't be upset...I'm not worth tears, I wish you the best in life. ~ Noah