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BAJIIIIIII........I can't take it anymore, at least I don't how to. I don't know what she wants, what she has, what she's wondering, and worst part is she isn't saying anything about. You know about yesterday and how she read but didn't answer, that left me confused and worried, like is she ok. Baj, this is quite the problem I have at my head, and I want to talk to her about it, but it's like she is avoiding me. Like in the morning, I asked if I could talk with her at lunch (she said no), then I tried getting her alone but she with her friends, and on top of that her smile is just messes up my train of thought and I can't go through with what I was about to say. You know my objective in this: Keep the relationship healthy and see a smile on her face. It's so f***ing hard if she doesn't say anything. I tried asking her if all is good, she said yea, but your female race is confusing. We all know "I'm good" means "There is definitely something wrong.". And the thing with Divya is that she has some kind of poker face, I don't understand her body language, I don't know when to say something and when not to. It hurts my head not being able to decipher it, you know I want to see her happy. I just want to figure it out and fix our unhealthy relationship. Just...pleeaasseee tell me what to do.