Notes

it was an peacfull night until i woke up middle in the night it was 3 am in the morning i drinked some water. when i layed down on my bed i got a weird felling if someon watching me and the voices in my head are weird too.. maybe i just need some sleep. the next day i woke up it was an very normally day actually the same days and days reapet and reapet again i didnt had much friends i hade 5 -6 friends i palyed an game on roblox and i found an friend his name was val val was probally 15 or 18 i was scared that he would find out that im 12 i dont want too lose the friendship i had with him.So it was an secret and i didnt really talked bc i dont really liked my voice... but i gotten one friend i forgot his name he was a good friend he was 14 i really liked too pülay with him i said i were 12 and he said its okay he said we would forever be friends and now we arent playing anymore i still have him as my friend but it doesnt really fell like he was my friend i was really disepointet at myself for lying my age in the internet for good friends.maybe if i hadnt roblox my life would be better maybe just i dont have really much too say i got born in iraq but i lived there only 4 years i dont really know it anymore i forgot everthing. it was war in iraq some people were joking about kurdistan and saying too me i had no land it was hard but i got great friends.i just explainet my life in this world i dont hate my life i have much i have my whole famiely im really scared too lose one my mother is a great mom i love her very much my dad was a great father i love him hes strict but i still love him i dont really like school i dont really learn anything about life in school i got good grades i dont know what job i want when i grow up i just want an good famiely and a good job who gives me much money so i can buy things my dad never left my side and my mom too in the first class i was the quite one i had no friends in the 2 grade i hadnt a single friend. my sisters are good big sisters and my little brother is a good little brother without him i wouldnt had this one friendiendship that was my life in one text i will probaly say my real age too val i hope were still friends then.