Notes

so today i got out of school and I had just walked out of my classroom and was walking to my usual pick up spot and looking up and down the street looking for her or my roommates car and looking along the sidewalk for one of their cars and saw neither so i waited for one of them and looked for them constantly and after about 5 minutes i saw a friend so i walked over and we were talking and i was still looking , but then i pull out my phone and see 3 messages from my mom saying shes on the curb waiting so i look and don't see her so she calls me and i answer and she starts yelling that i'm irresponsible and that i'm a liar and am not where i usually am and i'm standing right there waiting and looking she continues to accuse me of being a liar. so i text her saying i'm walking around like an idiot looking for her and cant see her so she pulls up and i get it the car and she asks me to give her my phone so I do and immediately she goes on a spiel on how if i have a phone isn't the point of it to text her before after or during school in emergencies and so i say yes and don't argue but then i get pissed and go on a rant and she just ignores me and wont talk to me unless its telling me plans but just drops it leaving me steamed and pissed off and she wont talk to me and i cant do this shit i'm absolutely fed up with the bullshit things my parents say to put me down and seem like the villain and a disappointment of a daughter.