Notes

Hi, Zen!

I want to take this opportunity to say how much I am thankful for you. Thank you for always making me laugh, and you never know how much it saved me several times. There were so many times I feel so sad, but our games never fail to make the tables turn.

Thanks a lot for that. Words aren't enough to express my gratitude, I'll feel empty again. Yes, I have my friends naman, but I am with you right now. I am scared na I'll be too attached na I'll be waiting for your calls, your game invites, your streams, your messages in my Discord, how shy are when you're with me, and more.

Then one day,to you.

Even the sleep calls every night, they were the best.

This is not a goodbye note, don't worry. Thank you note lang. I am too shy to admit na I can't see myself leaving.

I... just want to say na I have attachment issues. Sadly. I am sorry. I find myself getting more attached with you every day that passes by, and I am scared by the fact na you'll leave too and my brain would go haywire again.

I don't want to see myself crying about it again.

Alam ko namang sooner or later, you'll leave. Magkaiba rin tayo ng laro sa Valorant. You're too good. Parang out of league ka, gano'n. You won't be playing with me all the time. You'll soon find a team, or find another players, and be on your way.

But don't get the wrong idea, I totally support that. It's for you, and I am happy for that. Very proud.

I am scared na my days are going to change dahil ikaw lang naman talaga ang meron ako ngayon, and when you leave
it might end.

Sorry, Zen. Hindi ko alam kung paano sasabihin sa'yo, kaya ginawa kong note. Baka umiyak pa ako kung ginawa kong voice recording.

Thanks for always being there for me.

Thank you for always giving me your time.

Thank you, Zen! I appreciate you a lot.

And please, I don't hate you. I never did. In fact, I like you.

— Tita Chamy; June 27, 2024