Notes

The girls I met in 4th grade.

I didn't have a lot of friends at the time I got into 4th grade but there were these 2 girls that came along and became my friend. I was nervous, sure. I realized I became attached to them, and time started going by faster. We always work on projects together just the 3 of us. I realized they were irreplaceable. Around the middle of the school year, I met another girl. She was tall and beautiful; she became famous the second she entered the school doors. I came up to her excitedly and asked if we could be friends, she said yes! I was so excited, and I ran to go tell my other friends so they can meet her. She fit in perfectly. We went to the movies together and many places. Things weren't perfect for long. I started feeling left out and lonely. I stopped getting invited to places with them. Everyone had changed, even I have. The third girl got more distracted with others, and I got left out each time I was with her. The second girl got nicer, but she seemed to have gotten meaner with certain people, I was one of them depending on how she was feeling that day. The first girl got more distant and was still nice, I also felt left out when I was with her. The first girl came to me and my friends including the second and third girl, they were whispering about something. I had gotten the idea that they would go talk privately all three of them and ran off. I was watching them for a few seconds then they ran off. I was alone, alone at the soccer field. Not a single person within 30 feet. I was leaning on the soccer goal crying hoping they would come back. I waited, and waited, and waited. I was waiting for 20 minutes and then I saw the second girl running towards me, she hugged me and talked to me the rest of the time I had left of free time. The time we had to go inside to lunch I was silent. I didn't sit near any of my friends at lunch like always. I sat there thinking not even touching my food. The next day was normal again. All three of them were with me.