Notes

As soon as I thought I was happy I wasn't. As much as I try to be happy, I never am. I wish people would understand how much I feel left out and how I feel instead Its always about my brother or what I did wrong sometimes I wish I could wake up and fix all my problems, but I can't. I try and try to be happy for my family, but I guess it never works or at least it's never enough. I feel like sleeping away my problems all the time and wish I could be happier I'm always the last option on everything. As much as I love my family they always leave me out and forget about me.

When sadness turns to anger that's when you start to shed many tears,

You let out this big howl like a wolf in the mountains.

Up so high you look at the sky.

You know that its time to say goodbye.

You close your eyes and start to cry.

"Goodbye" you say as you let your body go and start to fall.

The sadness you wanted to forget yet now you have forgotten it all.

your body weak and settle still falling close to the death of the little girl you thought would be just like her dad.

As you hit the ground dead but alive you know that this was right time.

lonely and bloody where nobody could find you.

one last tear rolled down your cold and weak face knowing that the inner child of you was scared but gone.

kirra.