Notes

to be honest- you are like so funny and sweet and great to talk to but it makes me feel so bad bc whenever I talk to you it's when I'm tired and it's late and all that stuff so I'm like never talking to you on my A-game, but I promise when i get my ipod I'll definitely try to talk to you more, because our conversations are fun, I just wish there was something I could do. and I just want to clear up the fact yeah you probably noticed that I didn't reply but I was obviously was on because I was ranting ect.. and I feel SUPER bad for not replying and like idk what to do like at first I really needed to talk to you but then I realized that I feel like I'm always ranting to you and not really talking to you anymore except fot last night but like I feel bad , and i know you said that you really wanted to talk but it's not that great right now like my medicine is supposed to make me nauseous and it is and i feel terrible and I was burning up and if that wasn't bad enough my brother decides to yell at me it was fine bc I took care of it but then he called my mom and -_- that boy I swear, I just didn't want to like be complaining to you I'd rather just talk but idk I guess in a way I was complaining just now but hmm I just don't know it's really frustrating because I always tend to shut people out when I am confused or not feeling the greatest emotionally and I normally don't like talking to people on the internet like stuff like this but you're just such a sweetheart and you always know what to say and you're so understanding and I can't thank you enough for being my best friend. This is really weird because we've met like not even 2 months but I feel like I've never opened up so much to someone before, and you really helped me see how bad it's not ( I think that makes sense) or not bad idk how to english anymore but all I'm trying to say I guess is that I'm glad we met and that we started talkng because you're one of the best people I've ever met