Notes

SelinaCruz: So you choose to tell me via inbox even though we are both online?
SelinaCruz: I sort of figured as much because our badge is gone, but wow.
RatPoison: Concidering I'm on my phone and at the hospital with my mom, Yeah, I chose inbox.
SelinaCruz: Well that was fast, seeing as it hadn't stopped you from popping in earlier, but I digress. Sick of the way what is being handled exactly?
RatPoison: I left earlier for a reason.
RatPoison: Because I HAD TO GET ON MY PHONE, TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL, TO BE WITH MY DIEING MOTHER.
SelinaCruz: So are you with her now? AND HOW IS SHE DOING SINCE WE'RE IN CAPS NOW
RatPoison: Shes doing .. Horrid, Actually, Her kidneys dropped down to 6% now.
RatPoison: They can't do dialisus because her heart wont take it.
RatPoison: So its a slow process now.
SelinaCruz: Well it's a good thing that they at least have her and that there is a process. Hopefully things progress from this point
SelinaCruz: What happened?
RatPoison: Asha and holly bullied me and hope both to leave, hope was my last sanity and i just learned via text that she quit.
SelinaCruz: She did not quit, she was released.
SelinaCruz: She was released because she knows that The Palace is exclusive, and she chose to become a manager at another club without telling me
SelinaCruz: One of our other girls brought it to our attention and I confronted her about it
RatPoison: Sooner or later you were going to fire me anyway.
SelinaCruz: If you have that mentality you are definitely not going to make it. Why on Earth would I fire you unless you blatantly disrespect what I ask of you, which you never do?
RatPoison: Because I'm a findom, though thats not another club or any shit like that people were paying me to dominate them. not have sex with them, but dominate them. So sooner or later you were gonna fire me anyway.
RatPoison: annnd I have subs, annnnnnd Im still openly looking for a dominant. soooo.
SelinaCruz: And? Lea is a sub and has a pet of her own. Anna is my sub. I've had others with lives outside of The Palace
RatPoison: But I guess there goes the "Being friends no matter what" Don't it.
SelinaCruz: It sounds to me like you've made multiple decisions on everything already and have only come to tell me the results
RatPoison: Im just sick of being bullied.
SelinaCruz: Which is fine, I'm used to it, so tell me how I'm going to respond to you
SelinaCruz: Bullied how? In what way were you bullied?
RatPoison: Yeah, Im different and yeah im slow.
SelinaCruz: The one situation where they joked about you finally getting on the pole?
RatPoison: No.
RatPoison: This has been a on going thing.
RatPoison: You don't even realise.
SelinaCruz: And how many times have you brought it to my attention for me to realize?
RatPoison: Its not just tword me it was tword hope too.
RatPoison: Just cause were slightly different.
RatPoison: Yeah, were pale, Yeah, we joke around and are nekos and quiet.
RatPoison: But that doesnt make us not human.
SelinaCruz: Everyone is different, hell asha and hope are slightly different, that's what makes The Palace what it is.
SelinaCruz: You aren't the first pale girls, hell even holly is neko
RatPoison: Yeah? Wanna explain why they made fun of me having a fucking tail then?
RatPoison: Explain that to me.
RatPoison: Please.
RatPoison: I'm listening.
SelinaCruz: You seriously want me to explain a situation that you're telling me for the first time with no backstory whatsoever?
SelinaCruz: Are you serious right now?
RatPoison: Because thats it with you, you can never trust anyones word no matter what.
SelinaCruz: You haven't told me anything to trust lol
SelinaCruz: You haven't shown me anything
RatPoison: Im still missing 6k from the thing i did with dragon, but ya know what, you can have it as interest on the fucking 2k i owed you.
RatPoison: Sense you'll find any fucking way to scafe money from anyone any fucking way.
SelinaCruz: And that is entirely bullshit because that 6k was sent to you
RatPoison: Im entirely sooo pissed off right now.
SelinaCruz: How dare you. Honestly, how fucking dare you. To think I'm stressed over 6k to the point where I wouldn't pay you?
RatPoison: You couldnt just leave me be?
SelinaCruz: Have you even looked at your credit balance before you called me a thief?
SelinaCruz: Go be pissed off, the feeling is mutual.
SelinaCruz: I wish you the best with your future endeavours.
RatPoison: My credit balance is 10k, because my boyfriend sent it to me.
SelinaCruz: Actually, hold on
SelinaCruz: Because I'm going to find the date you sent that message
RatPoison: its not even worth it, selina.
RatPoison: I just, i just need to calm down and honestly, right now my mind is stressed.
RatPoison: Asha and holly WERE making fun of me. That isnt a lie.
RatPoison: You did promise me how ever you'd remain friends with me even if this didnt work out.
RatPoison: I dont want to fight with you.l
RatPoison: Thats the last thing i want
SelinaCruz: Well you just flat out called me someone that's stressed over some fucking credits, as if that's what I do this for. As if I werent a creator with a mil before I even opened The Palace, the fuck are credits? Are you serious?
RatPoison: No, No.
RatPoison: I didnt mean it like that. honestly.
RatPoison: I was calling you something, But it wasnt broke.
SelinaCruz: http://prntscr.com/apje2q http://prntscr.com/apje79
RatPoison: If this is things i said i swear to god.
RatPoison: You sent me 6k before that not the 6k after but im not fussed about it, selina.
RatPoison: Im irritable because of my mom, and im irritable because holly and asha treat your club like its highschool
RatPoison: You said you wanted it so it wasnt like there is compition. they make it a compitition.
RatPoison: Like a clique.
RatPoison: Like .. PERFECT EXAMPLE, Mean girls.
RatPoison: Perfect.
RatPoison: I knew working for you was a mistake and i shouldnt have done it, not because of you but because of the enviorment, the reason i made you promise that to me is because i knewww this would happen.
RatPoison: 5 years, Im not letting that go down thr drain over nothing.
RatPoison: Now, Excuse me momentarily, I need to go get a nurse because my mom just peed. which is good.
RatPoison: Back.
SelinaCruz: Welcome.
SelinaCruz: Is she concious?
RatPoison: Yes.
SelinaCruz: Well that's a huge plus
RatPoison: yeah.
RatPoison: But selina i wasnt calling you broke
RatPoison: I was more calling you a leech or a parasite. or mooch or sponge. rather than broke.
SelinaCruz: I never said that you were calling me broke
SelinaCruz: But let me be a leech or a parasite since that's what you blindly see me as. I just presented you with the proof that you were paid, the very reason why I have receipts, sent chatlogs and everything else because while I am human, I make sure that everything that I said goes, will go.
SelinaCruz: You've never provided me with proof of any bullying, even though I tell you that you can talk to me at anytime. Even though I told you to download gyazo or lightshot to screenshot any situations that may cause concern.
RatPoison: I have gyazo.
RatPoison: Ive had it for years.
SelinaCruz: That's neat, have you used it? At all? For anything regarding any situation that you felt I needed to be told about?
SelinaCruz: I know you used it with dragon, that showed me that you knew how to use it
RatPoison: But ya know, Selina, you'd never listen to me even if i did screen shot them because you'd just tell me to keep my head up because its not bullying because you dont know what being bullied is like.
SelinaCruz: But for the constant bullying I get nothing other than I quit.
SelinaCruz: And now you're going to tell me what my life is like, awesome.
SelinaCruz: That I've never been bullied. Sweetie....okay. Well you've decided to quit, you said why, so consider it done. I'm a leech that doesn't know what it's like to be bullied, gotcha.
RatPoison: I wasnt calling you that over the 6k, btw.
SelinaCruz: It doesnt even matter
RatPoison: I was calling you that because you litterly do nothing but sit on your ass and we work our asses off and you get the big end of the stick, not even pimps in real life do that.
SelinaCruz: Okay.
RatPoison: In my honest opinion
RatPoison: if anything
RatPoison: your payment thing is backwards.
SelinaCruz: Well as I said, I wish you the best with your future endeavours dear, I honestly do.
RatPoison: There wont be any to do with this kind of shit anymore
RatPoison: Im done with it.
RatPoison: This ruined my whole aspect on it, to be honest.
SelinaCruz: Never asked
SelinaCruz: I just wished you the best
SelinaCruz: with whatever you chose to do
RatPoison: I dont care what you asked or didnt
SelinaCruz: Well then why are you still here telling me?
RatPoison: Because im human and i can.
RatPoison: Because you were my friend.
SelinaCruz: Well then go and be human elsewhere, I'm a leech, leeches don't speak with humans.
RatPoison: Silly, of me to think you'd still be.
SelinaCruz: It really is after all of your accusations.
RatPoison: No what it really is is to think you made all your money on your own but you were taking the money you were leeching off of us girls and reselling it.
SelinaCruz: Yes I do resell it
SelinaCruz: Do you know why?
SelinaCruz: Because I can't pay for site developements with IMVU credits.
RatPoison: Wix/ Weebly pages dont cost anything to run
RatPoison: try a fucking gain
SelinaCruz: I can't pay for a domain, with IMVU credits. I can't pay for a host, with IMVU credits.
SelinaCruz: I can't pay for additional plug ins for programs catered to what we are doing, with IMVU credits
RatPoison: I know this because i have a weebly page for my irl modeling
SelinaCruz: So whatever evil concept you have going on in your head, keep it going.
SelinaCruz: Of course weebly doesn't cost a thing. Weebly also isn't capable of doing what we aim to do. How do I know this?
RatPoison: I wanted to just leave that stupid job, why did you have to invite me
SelinaCruz: How about because our first website was a weebly?
RatPoison: WHY
SelinaCruz: You can hit the red x at anytime sweetie, this is my office
SelinaCruz: It's right there.
RatPoison: the x isnt red its black actually
RatPoison: colorblind?
SelinaCruz: Well whatever color yours is
SelinaCruz: At least you know where it is
SelinaCruz: Go take your pills and have a nice night.
RatPoison: Or nah
RatPoison: Because i'm not done
SelinaCruz: Ok well then continue. I have things to do so keep it going
RatPoison: Even if you were bullied that doesnt give you right to bully anyone else.
SelinaCruz: Who did I bully?
SelinaCruz: You are on a roll with these stories
SelinaCruz: Just make me the enemy by any means, I see it.
RatPoison: and even if what you think you are doing is right its not.
RatPoison: you sit on your ass. you make 7k.
RatPoison: we work out litteral asses off
RatPoison: we make 3k.
RatPoison: see the problem here?!
SelinaCruz: I wouldn't say literally, I don't think your ass has ever come off. Not quite understanding what the term literal means I see.
RatPoison: You have no idea what happens behind those doors.
RatPoison: Oh hon.
SelinaCruz: I do, I have chatlogs and contrary to your belief, my girls and I actually talk
SelinaCruz: Contrary to your beliefs, my girls and I actually help each other, INCLUDING asha and holly, and even hope when she was with us.
RatPoison: Everyone ive told about your bullshit prices, SAYS ITS BULLSHIT.
RatPoison: you get 7k for sitting there
RatPoison: HURHURHRURH
RatPoison: no.
SelinaCruz: And yet we are still here, as a team, and have been since 2012
SelinaCruz: Yet your people who "do it right" come and go
RatPoison: Im just over it selina
SelinaCruz: And I also find it interesting how you go from "It's not about the money to ITS ALL ABOUT THE MONEY" back and forth. You've done it about 6 times tonight, it's truely fascinating.
RatPoison: i typed my hands to death for 2 hours - 4 hours
SelinaCruz: You can't be over it, you're still here.
RatPoison: and you get most of the oney i made.
RatPoison: Wanna know why i havent submitted any tickets in the passed few weeks?
SelinaCruz: Not really
SelinaCruz: Honestly don't care
RatPoison: Because ive been taking them to my fucking room and they give me the money. :) not you;.
SelinaCruz: Great news
SelinaCruz: I love how The Palace forces you girls to show your true colors, I simply love it. I see the real you in no time :)
SelinaCruz: This is exactly why we last
RatPoison: No, you last because you're a mooch.
SelinaCruz: Because bullshit doesn't last for long and you can feed me all the bullshit you want about
SelinaCruz: long time friend this and loyal that
SelinaCruz: but at the end of the day you're a money whore, and not having enough was the REAL reason.
RatPoison: At the end of the day, you're a mooch
SelinaCruz: All the bullying, asha and holly nonsense. It's bullshit and we both know it
RatPoison: Its not.
SelinaCruz: You took one instance and made it your story
RatPoison: lol
RatPoison: but yeah fuck you
SelinaCruz: No other girl has issues with them
RatPoison: I dont give, two shits about you anymore
SelinaCruz: That's fine, I have many who do
RatPoison: I dont give two shits about your life or anyone to do with that horrific place anymore.
SelinaCruz: go be a "findom"
RatPoison: Its a slave run.
RatPoison: thats all it is.
RatPoison: So please, go fuck yourself
SelinaCruz: Go be a "findom" lol
RatPoison: Off you will fuck
SelinaCruz: Off I will fuck? lmao
RatPoison: Fuck you will off and off you will fuck.
SelinaCruz: Go ahead, let it all out dear
RatPoison: ;)
SelinaCruz: and when you're finished the exit is that way
SelinaCruz: I honestly do hope, all of this nonsense aside
SelinaCruz: That you do get yourself together.
SelinaCruz: I'm not being funny, I'm not taking shots
SelinaCruz: What you do with your time on this Earth is what you do. If I need to be the badguy for you to reach your next level, you do that. I can handle it
SelinaCruz: But please get control of yourself.
SelinaCruz: For your own sake. I'll still be here doing what I do. We'll still be here doing what we do.
RatPoison: If thats what helps you sleep at night.
SelinaCruz: What helps me sleep at night is a good creepy pasta
RatPoison: I'll be blocking Ari and anna too.
SelinaCruz: That has nothing to do with me
RatPoison: I want nothing to do with you.
SelinaCruz: Alright, well...I can't believe I'm saying this again
SelinaCruz: Kind of thought we went over this
SelinaCruz: I wish you
SelinaCruz: The absolute best
RatPoison: You keep telling me to leave, im not going to leave.
RatPoison: lol
SelinaCruz: but you've unfriended me
SelinaCruz: and you're blocking me
SelinaCruz: sooooo
SelinaCruz: ?
RatPoison: I blocked you
RatPoison: actually.
RatPoison: loll
SelinaCruz: So then why are you here?
SelinaCruz: I'm legitimately confused?
RatPoison: Puzzle for nipshits
RatPoison: and its working.
SelinaCruz: It doesnt annoy me and it doesnt annoy you
SelinaCruz: It's just random lol
SelinaCruz: If I were tired of someone, thought they were a leech and wanted to be done with them, that's exactly what I'd be. But I guess we all aren't logical nor have things to do.
RatPoison: Im just here to confuse you till you calm down.
SelinaCruz: I am completely calm? What are you talking about?
SelinaCruz: My spike was when I said "how fucking dare you?"
RatPoison: imean
SelinaCruz: After that it all made sense, I chuckled and I've been cool.
RatPoison: you know what i could do
SelinaCruz: You can do whatever you put your mind to
RatPoison: :)
SelinaCruz: I'm glad that we ended on an inspirational note. It's not often I get to do that with someone I plan on blocking
SelinaCruz: Bizarre but it's a story to share with the girls during girl talk I suppose
RatPoison: Im over here spamming voice boxes. actually.
SelinaCruz: Oh?
RatPoison: Yep.
SelinaCruz: In here?
RatPoison: mhmn
SelinaCruz: I'm sorry I had VB's turned off
SelinaCruz: usually it at least makes the clipping sound
SelinaCruz: Now I hear them
SelinaCruz: Having fun?
SelinaCruz: The best way to get under my skin honestly, is to be someone I once considered a friend and ruin that, and you started off the conversation with that so you got me good earlier!
SelinaCruz: But at a point now where you've established yourself as nothing to me, you merely come across as a troll popping into the room, and those are the type I usually strike up conversation with. Like, how's school been?
RatPoison: Schools actually been really nice, all A's
SelinaCruz: That is awesome. Again all bullshit aside I'm very proud of you
SelinaCruz: Not everyone gets those grades so it's truely something to be proud of
RatPoison: -sighs gently-
RatPoison: Im just sad now cause i actually liked you alot.
SelinaCruz: What's the matter?
SelinaCruz: Well, life happens.
RatPoison: Like you were like a mom to me.
RatPoison: or a big sister.
SelinaCruz: I thought that myself but today changed that forever
SelinaCruz: But it isn't the first time I've lost someone that I felt was close to me, be it by death or disagreement, so goes life. I'll live and so will you.
SelinaCruz: You'll meet new people and make new friends and so on and so forth.
SelinaCruz: Tomorrow will be Friday....well, today is friday depending on your time zone.
RatPoison: -sighs-
RatPoison: Well im going to go
RatPoison: Enjoy your life.
SelinaCruz: Have a great night dear, likewise and I do hope that your mother gets better, that is scary.