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I wanna kill myself. I just feel like my mom and my family would be happier without me, I'm always messing things up, my grades are bad, I'm always getting in trouble, I'm worthless, I'm a disappointment, I'm a nobody, I fake smile a lot, I CAN'T MAKE NOBODY HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT I DO. What's the point of even being alive if I can't do anything right. It's nobody fault it's me. I BELIVE IN GOD AND I CAN'T STOP SINNING I TRY...TRY MY HARDEST NOT TO BUT IT KEEPS HAPPENING, IDK HOW LONG I CAN TAKE THIS, IM ON MY LAST LIFE... When I was in elementary school, my mom had a big knife in the kitchen. I picked it up and put the sharp end to my stomach and twist it, I didn't bleed I stopped, and I thought what my friends and family would think if I died. Every day I put on a smile, so nobody knows how hard I am struggling right now. I only tell the people who I trust the most. I won't actually tell them I would send TikTok's to them, so they know what I'm talking about. The only people I've told was Niarri, Jessy, Riley, Matthew..., and Eli. Niarri and Eli are my family members, I haven't told the rest of my family members I don't want to tell them. I will just keep everything to myself. I'm very softhearted that means I can never say no, I cry when I get mad, I get mad to easily, there's so much more that I can't say. I have so many issues that I can't even name. Why would my mom ever want a child like me? I'm not perfect I don't have good grades. I'm fat but I just suck my stomach in to make it look like I'm not. There's a lot of stuff u don't know about me...
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