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destiny is all *smiles*
God has its own way, isnt it?
I am just smiling at this moment, smile containing a numerous thoughts and expressions that eventually lead to the same point again and again, Destiny.
lol
maine toh poora pyaar kar liya. aur usne bhi. everything we have done. everything we have felt. all the dreams and imaginations of being together, sweet, wholesome, everything. lekin ab kya?
aage badhna hai? ofcourse badhna hai. lekin kya leke?
sometimes, at certain stages of life, you have to let go. and by letting go, I dont mean the person here, but the phase.

however painful it might be. its a bit ironical, isnt it. phase that is causing you pain but you also have a lil hard time to let go of it. its because you are attached to that phase. the phase which is basically, a cycle of thoughts.

whether we will meet or not? when will we meet? how it will happen? what if it doesnt happen? what if she falls for someone else over there? Maybe in her office some colleague of her, or any other place? how sad will I feel? regret? envy, jealousy? what would I do after it? how would I tell her? quit twitter, mute her and all her mutuals? how will my heart recover from it? will I be in a position to do that? will I be able to find someone after that? will I be able to fulfill the same dreams and imaginations I had? and so on, and so on, and so on.....

you are trapped inside it. you imagine the good ones, you feel good, you feel hope. you imagine the bad ones, you feel bad, you lose hope. but thats no the way you balance the hope I suppose. its like hitting yourself, putting on a bandage on it, and then hitting again, and repeating the same process.
then what is the right way? Its the same thing above with lil change and something more. What? How?
Life. And Pray.
I need an elaboration.
Its simple. When you get all the good feels, you manifest and pray to God to make it happen. When you worry about the bad thing, you pray to God to save both of you from it. And most importantly, in both the cases, putting Trust on it. This is how you submit to him.
The other thing, and the most important one, is to live the Life. To realise all the things that you are required to fulfill in Life other than Love. Your people, the responsibilities towards them and most importantly, You. The happiness of all of you. Studies, Career, Money, Life goals, Personal Growth which includes Mental as well as Physical Health, personality and values. Realise all the work that you need to put in to achieve all of this. And Do it. Step by step. But most importantly, every day. And do not forget to have little fun everyday, no matter how small it is and express gratitude for it.
The reason I tell you this is because there is a lot to Life apart from Love. And this whole lot, if not done decently well, will eventually affect your Love as well. Whomever it might me. (Like I told you about the batting partnership at the crease). Everything is Connected. Remember boy, "If you cannot move one piece of the puzzle, then try working on moving the others, to create the picture that you want." And eventually you will succeed.
So go on, boy. Do it. Cherish the current sweet thing that you have and make good memories. Live your life, work hard, play hard. Find fun, have fun in everything.