Notes

I wish my nana was here. I wish she was here because she was so kind, caring, loving but most of all she was here to have a rant about my dad not being here. We used to watch movies on Saturdays when my dad used to go out he left me and my nana downstairs in control of the tv and my bed time so my dad told her be for he left that my bedtime was at 9.00 but my nana would let my stay up till10.00 or Maybe if I was good and helping that day 12.00 so I loved being with her until my friends where having a massive sleepover so I said yes and missed one night with my nanny but little did I know that was her last night in this world so be for January 10th she got diagnosed on October 29th that she had stage4 cancer but we and her thought she would survive but on January 10th 2.37am she sadly past away with when I found out I wanted to kill myself because I chose friends over family and I didn't get to say goodbye to my nanny that night .witch I still want to kill my self everyday for because i did so many things with her and I miss that and now my grandad is all alone in his big house him and my nanny made when they were in high school(they were high school lovers)I MISS HER SO MUCH i wish i got to say good bye.