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im obsessed with you.However yk whats funny?Last night keeps replaying in my brain,and i mean every single detail,following the fact how you were in all blacklike i just really want you here not just to keep me company but i know that you can understand me wihtout even me talking to you,i can just be upset and youll realise.I just cant wait to meet you,no matter how far the day is,i just want to hold u and make u feel safe.I know that lately ihavent exactly made u forget about the bad things in life and no matter how much u say that its not my fault ik it is just bc sometimes i want to just kiss you everywhere,and i mean everywhere,so maybe it can be the smallest token of appreciation from me to u.Do you really think i just "like" ur body?Honey im ready to just tie my hair back and kiss and touch u everywhere until there isnt a single spot on you that hasnt been traced by me.I love you for the smallest things ever and over to the big things too;the time u gave me ur jacket,the way ur always tolerating with me,the way you play with my hair at times.It is all i think about,youre all i think about which is probably why i get so worked up over the little things so,in a way u could say as well,im a detailst as well love,anyhow i loved how u looked,i always love how you look.You really have no idea how beautiful you are,inside (dont make it dirty) out.Starting from those pretty brown/hazel ish eyes that almost dissapear when you laugh,that perfect little nose and down to those beautiful lips i get to call mine and kiss as much as i want to,the way you smile,the way you laugh,even the way you cry,or scrunch ur brows and tilt ur head back when ur confused.And lower to the neck that pulled me in since the beginning,ur collarbone,ur tits which as im sure ive made clear looooooooooooooveeeeeeeee,and even lower to ur waist which is almost my favourite part about ur body,ur thighs which i do love touching even if i dont do it ever so often.Or those hands that work themselves up on me every time we meet?I mean come on now...id be a total fool to pretend.However what gets to me is that ive never really been treated the way u treat me and ik ull be like "oh cmon its literally been 2 yrs" ikkk but its still so bizarre to me like,i finally found someone that loves me and doesnt want anything changed about me and acc wants to help me through my issues like,i did that?But anyway this is just the smallest piece of my brain regarding you.<3