Notes

It is annoying that everyday I have to wake up, have breakfast, brush my teeth, and change. I think the reason people think they do not matter is because the cycle of doing this everyday is tiring, and the more they get used to it, the more they think they should change it. This mindset makes them think they are the same, not unique, not special, just all the same as everyone else. It is frustrating and hard to make them realise that life is more than getting ready everyday, but a meaningful experience, even if mornings are the same. If we didn't have to go to work and school most of our lives, most of us think we would be happier, if we all just got food and water and shelter for free. Of course humanity would shred into pieces, but would we be really happy? With no school and work, nothing really motivates us to wake up, have breakfast, brush out teeth, and change. So would we really be happier. Most of my problems at the moment do have to do with school, and the main reason I go to school is because my mum has work that she needs to go to, or else we will have no food on the table, and would be in endless debt. It is frustrating when people tell me to be grateful, not because I'm not, but because I think every time they ask that question to me, they don't ask it themselves. Currently I am sick, not seriously, only a sore throat and coughing, but because of a small cough and sore throat, I have no motivation to do anything. It is 9.42 pm and I'm writing this on my computer my dad gave me for Christmas, on a notes website I found while online shopping (even though I know I wont buy anything).