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Hi! I'm Samantha and I would like you to hear my story, but before we start, I would just like to say please don't judge me okay. Thank you let's start! So, I moved to a new school named CSJR in 2016 and that's where the story started. I was just super shy and super scared to go to school, but my ate was going with me so I was happy of course, because I won't be alone. So, let's finally start this story. On my first day I entered the classroom and I sat on my seat; I was so shy back then. I didn't have friends back then so I tried making some so I talked to some people, but they were ignoring me. So, I didn't have choice but to become a bully... Yeah, it's shocking but listen this isn't the end. A few days later, I get moved into another classroom, not because I'm a bully. It's because, the room had more pupils than the other section so some of us would be moved. But out of more than 37 pupils I was specifically picked. This is actually where my life started to go uphill but also... downhill. The next day I moved to the other section, once again I was shy but, I had a little bit of confidence now. When I got to my seat, I looked at my seatmate and shockingly, he was fine, but he was nice, so I sat down and shockingly he talked to me!!! I was so shocked because how could a guy like that ever talk to me?! Anyways I just stuttered on the word "Hi" like an idiot!! But good thing he didn't mind and then the teacher told us to introduce ourselves. That's where I knew his name was Jent David Cerujano!! Ohhh how the world really put us together!! Then after he said to me "do you remember my name?" eeekk!! I was sooo blushing at that point, but I was too distracted looking at his handsome cute face that I forgot his name!! OMGG!! so I just sit there blank staring at him awkwardly, at that point I would've probably made him un comfy. But as usual nice cute him he said "he he he its Jent" oh he's so cute when he laughs!! But enough of this simping over him continue the storytimee!! So, I really liked him but stupid me I didn't know how to love someone, so I bullied him. I know I know its rude but that's just how I am... I don't know how to love... So, after a few weeks or months the teacher finally moved me to another seat... and that's where I realized that you will never experience missing someone when there away from you even just 6 feet away... Thats when I was so sad and then started almost crying but good thing, I had a fun seatmate that also became my bestie in the process. So, every time I look back at him seeing him happy with another girl, it always makes me almost cry. But good thing Geanna would always be there to save me from embarrassment. And on the 2nd grade we were put in the same class and also seatmates. Ohhh you don't know how happy and glad I was. But I didn't know this grade would be the grade I would remember for my whole life because this grade will bring me uphill to the popular group but.. you know what never mind I won't spoil the story for you guys!!