Notes

You cannot outrun destiny, brother. You just cannot. Kitna bhi haath pair chalalo, jab uparwale ko dena hai tabhi dena hai.
Now you are feeling good but the moment you start thinking about it again, the thing that she will date someone else, she will be happily married with that guy, sharing all those cute romantic moments that she has with him all on Twitter with you all. Ye sab will hurt you a lot. Will make your heart ache a lot. Its natural to feel that way but the extent depends on how much hopes you keep. hurt toh lagne wala hai. you stress a lot about getting hurt when it is quite natural to happen. hurt nahi hoga aise hoga hi nahi bhai. sabko hoga if they were in your place. usko bhi hoga if vice versa case. so tu iska stress mat le ki hurt kaise na ho. theek hai yaar its okay if you feel that way. koi galat nahi hai usme aur na hi kisi ki galti. I will tell you one thing. Never suffer in imagination. Reality mein dukhi hona hi hai if that thing does happen. aisa nahi hai ki pehle se imagine karke you wont feel bad when it happens. reality mein jab hoga tab sad lagne hi wala chahe kuch bhi karlo. Toh phir kyun imagination mein ye sab soch ke suffer karna pehle se hi. When you worry about something going wrong, you suffer twice. one when it happens and one in your imagination when you worry. but if you dont worry about something that has not happened, you will suffer only once i.e when if it actually happens. so now decide whats better. do baar suffer karna hai ya ek baar. its easy.
hope balance kaise karu? no one can actually. there will be phases where you will feel very hopeful while there will be some where you wont. A good solution to this could be to keep yourself busy. focus on productivity. jitna mind ko free rakhoge, utna hi woh sochne lagega. jitna woh sochega, imagine karega utne hopes badhte jayenge unnecesaarily. bahar jao, saans lo, padhai karo, logon se baat karo, routine follow karo. Natural raho. Naturally hopes ko kam ya zyada hone do. usme koi galti nahi hai.
and even if you lose, you have fought a good fight.

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hya danger zone madhye zar ka tichya gharchyankadun vishay nighala hya baddal tar tu chance maru shakto masta. mhnje kasa. arey mhnje certain age zhalyavar tiche parents tila mhntil na lagna cha kay, future plan vagere, mulga shodhaycha pan vishay nighu shakto. mag jevha ha vishay nighel, tevha barobar tu tila approach karu shakto, love cum arrange marriage type. tevha til saangu shakto ki majhya gharche pan baghtil so aapan aplya aplya gharchyanna sangu shakto. aani he sagla sangayla ekdum easy padel karan tumchyat titki understanding aahe. are ho re hi masta oppurtunity aahe. haan pan zar ka tichya ayushyat koni mulga asel tar hi baatmi tujha game karel saral lolololol. are bc hasto kay. sorry sorry. pan ha mulga asel already mag tar tasahi vishay sampto tujha, hi baatmi yeo na yeo. main mhnje tula hi gharchi baatmi kalli pahije tichya kadun. tarach tula chance maarta yeil. aani hyasathi tula tichya close contact madhye rahava lagel, jasa atta aahe kiva tyapeksha jasta. ho barobar. haan mhnun hi friendship thevavi lagel tula. hona. correct. pan ti active pan asli pahije twitter var. te asnare mostly. kay karnare inactive houn, itka vel asel aani ithe baaki loka aahet na, ritz, sai, pri ka vagere. haan barobar, jauda ha vishay. so basically 4 years cha vishay aahe bagh. he sagla vichar karna kahi vait nahiye tasa, better than h1b which kinda doesnt sit right with me. baghu ata kay hotay. 4 years kharach single rahili tar mag tar 101% tumcha destined aahe aani honarach aahe asa mhnu shakto. lets see. adventure aahe tasa. adventure sarkha treat kar mhnje jasta traas honar nahi.