Notes

Lina R. Denman 2023 6th of November
So I have been dating this girl of my life her name is Addie, I love her I cannot really spend a day without her, I really need someone that is like Addie so that person can comfort me when she is not around, it feels like she is my soul mate and we are Mant to be together, I do not know what I could do without her, I think I said that already. She is not going to be at school on the 6th of 2023 on November on a Monday, and because she is gone is because she has a funeral to go to or whatever I do feel bad for her and her family they have a lot on their shoulders, so I do not know what will happen on that Monday, I am probably going to be sad, and the day is going to feel weird. What will I do without her, I mean she has spent a copal of days without me a copal of times so I wonder what she felt like and how I will feel when she is not there, I hope I won't be sad because then I will know how I will feel when she moves away, oh my gosh I need to stop talking about that, because I am going to be more sad, and sick to my stomach, it feels like being home sick I wonder if that is how she feels when I levee her from school but I do say "bye love you" to her, I love it when we kiss not to be Chessy or anything, but that is how I feel with her and how she feels around me, I wish I could spend my whole life with her, that is why I am trying to save all of the songs she listens to, so I can think of her, I really need something that smells like her so I can remember her sent, I am really really really in love with Addie you do not know how deep are love is. I really need help, I need something that could help me, I do not really want to go to school anymore, I hurt myself sometimes, but I do not think anyone knows that I hurt myself. Is it legal to love someone in your teen years because I think I hear the ambulance coming for me, because I had a heart attack