Notes

Why you you,never listen to me. Im speaking loud & clearly .you,cant hear me? Ignoring me on purpose to make me angry, you always blame me, you, say these speical sayings to me thats sweet, cheeks , dont leave me come stay with me, i still love you no,matter what. You said you care to much about me, please sit, i thought it was the other way around but you talk then you,think, i look at you as im pissed wanting to,smack you real shit,i tryed with you,but i,couldnt it wouldnt work so i quit, i,wanted love but what i got was all this stress,, disrespect , had me thinking you were my soulmate, i was just perplexed , told myself my nig never again ,i stay alone i dont want this ,this whole time.i,never knew i,was somebodies nothing, and this is what i get when i ask god for something, it sucks.your not here lady, but i want you to come baby..to show me that you love me but instead
I'm In my bed tossing and turning, i want to sleep, but how, you, stuck in my head, you,left me.my heart.is.hurting, i dont deserve it, merry will go around from whoever started the burning murk em, leave em in the dirt &
Take a glance at my eyes, real deep, tell me what you see, you still looking, but your eyes blurry, try it again, you still cant seee? nothing , good so dont ever say you know me, if you dont know me, i dont fuck with ya, i ride by my lonely, sometimes with my friends patron, trees, & bacardi, i dont go to parties, im in brownsville east new york, the projects , right in the lobby, you tryna find me, you dont know where i be,i walk all silent, i bet you run from me like thats your favorite hobby , im cocky, they should call you joe cus u sloppy,dont mess up with me. Your soul will be.. flicked out your body, i have my god, , i have.his hand, i put in the work , you still cant throw a ball, so how can you have your guard. Think,smart, i was dumb when i was young,
Being raised in the ghetto slums, where i grew up bushwick, bk,
Was being afraid son,of being detained , but didnt ever gave a fuck about what the law say,i be somewhere like in a vet where my dawg stay , to lay low , & hold my head up like bob marley, just roll up a mix blunt with sour and reggie, drinking a lil soda & juice with Da henny. Going to get mah tipsy and hungry fuck it im out to wendys. after that back to the cage whos comin with me , i gets busy

trapped in this lifestyle tryna find my way to escape yet i'm just wishing somebody can come and get me, but its cool , you dont care about me, but i love me , take what i say as a sign til further dreams, come true and make you notice these dangers that you need, to be cautious of dont ever cross the line you get x, check, out his roster , wait dont you see he the best , the people with the applauses .they love him & relate to him this man cant take no losses , cus it will be he had it then he lost it . i will have it never toss it , if i did that i wouldve lost it , all mad , but then again in my bag, you will be teared in half dont get in my way you bound to collapse u know let me take ya back
Before i touched the mic ,
i was living alright
it was my mom & popss
who held us down my sis and my lil bro even when we argue & yah get me mad , i still love ya , but how i been feeling,got me gettin lit , turning up son , with my friend patron we be sippin til the morn knocked out in the afternoon , wont get up til night time , it dont matter when i'm up ill still be gone still in that high look me in my eyes?
Flowing Wherever im going With this stay pain that I call in my life
that Wont go away I'm rolling. I'm hoping I can get it . Sometimes I'm thinking . & ask Why I'm living. am i tripping? Like Who I really come from & What's my mission. Can you get this image it's like I'm Tryna find a piece of my life that is missing, I need it . I don't have it So I might as Well do something about it to grab it though. I live my life good and then sometimes without the dough. Who am I. A Dominicano . Who is guapo
You like to play ball Well here's my base. Fuck with me. I break you with my Palo. No one will ever see you not even today or tomorrow, you clowns love mi nombre en you mouth Why don't u just grab your own dick to swallow. Ya just mad at me I do me. & none of Ya I don't follow. Don't make me come through. I be on the low low I'll come Super fast like a ghost yo. That part right there is referred to my So called bros. I thought you were my fam. Told me shit get rough. Be safe & handle it like a man. I can't even understand I never stolen shit from u So Why would you burn my hand. Yes I got heart No man I fear while I got jumped i never ran,i thought ya were my friends shoulda known that all of Ya pretends . u said Yeah I got you bro, I showed i was down to ride with Ya til the end. But everybody make mistakes and I learned my lessons. I'm still stressing but it's cool. I'm alright . I'll forgive em but won't fuck with them just get the picture..my life is like a movie full of action not switching figures I been advanced to somewhere further then a level. & I been passed u how you seen me but you still Missed me & I come from the ghetto. But you ain't gotta know that. Just know that you get in my way you finna collapse
I'm looking foward. But still gotta watch my back . Tryna escape this trap. Where most dudes lames, rats, pussy cats , i have dogs we dont bark. we animals who loves to attack
For everybody whos on his cap, fall back
Im up above wont ever touch the ground , lay on the low , cus they will all come through the ones who plot , shit can happen all unexpectedly look what happen to Pac , livin lavish , tryna change could vanish in a tic toc , you have to be faster then a clock , dont stop & watch , no time for that , have to work gard
Recognize that special gift that been disguised, you couldnt see it, you wouldnt stop screaming,now you see it.with your eye , suprise , enjoy this life, am i wrong i known im right, why,are we still,alive, guess it isnt our time, who,died for my sins,jesus christ, i love you father heal all the of the pain, stop all all of the cries , of the people who are lost and who want you by their side, but sinning is in their prime, ashamed, and hurt from the worst times ,where your own peers, you cant pair with them, why, ? I'm a real man didnt just say it, in my life , its full of action not a movie,Cant control what happens & i say what i mean. I dont just write. Im on the road to my destination cant turn left or right
Damn All of yous didnt know a youning making hits that a BBang
dont get it twisted
my mind is the ratchet
my mo
uth is the bullet
it wont stop to RRAng
got the bars no cells i love my place now , but before i tried to escape that shit was hard but i got far bout to live so large

getting cream wow
in the whip with my window down speaker blown turning up gettin lit im mah loud heat nade u yappin while i make my rounds in my town i dont fuck around , you a bully ok i show you who the king beast of sqeezerounds 123456 no more living , ya dead bitch if you step in my way youll be gone in an early age time pass by so fast its never to late go get your mind straight never be on the same side as those lames who swear they know you but they only know your name i need the change i aint making music for no fame could give a fuck about a watch & chain real men feel my pain fake niggas see it strange , thats why we cant relate, my soul is not like amate attention i say i was born& raised in nyc bk bushwick where us'a dont play no games , so becareful what u say , or we stomp your face til its crooked , i did it still do it my riders stay cruising to make sure you not moving , energy
Im trying my hardest
Still staying the smartest man, i cant fail at working to all my plans.
If so ill be looked at like im retarded, but i know , ya wont ever understand, i aint doing what i want im only doing what i can , the problem is what i wanna get , i aint got in my hand ,
Only thing ill do is just hold it not pull it out so it would jam. Not saying i got bad luck or im afraid but damn ,i wanted to keep it to be with ,wish i had the chance to grab it when i seened it ,
To say its mine beleive it . But i let it slip slip , had me saying fuck this life i live live live , one day ill make it big big big , and i learned that you cant just have a bottle of hennnesy with anyone and sip sip