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Nihao!
Wow it's nice to get your mail after months :D i thought there is smth bad happened but i couldn't understand. and about your package OMG THERE ARE SO MANY HUGE THINGS IN UR PACKAGE omg thank you so much i really don't know what to say. in turkey, buying albums are really expensive so im a little bit shy rn. i hope your friend didn't spend so much money for that. I also sent a envelope a few months ago but i don't remember when. but i remember that i've sent a bracelet inside for example. also some photos etc. i hope it received to you. Oh also i remember i've sent a little 2 turkish delight called "helva". right now i remember. in turkey, we eat "helva" especially after eating a fish. yeah, any kind of fish whatever you eat.
i hope you are doing okay. in your mail you said your university is started but it looks like you didn't mention which department are you studying. right now i'm studying 2nd years spring year. my spring year is started 1 week ago. i successfully finished fall year. lessons were so hard and i expected like im gonna fail 1 or 2 lessons. but this didn't happen hopefully. i also surprised. my last mail, i talked about my part time job but i quitted. actually i didnt quit. my time is up. that's why i quit. my job manager was my father's friend and they told me i can only go this job as an "intern student". so had a volunteer internship. so i went there only 1.5 months. not too much. but it was hard to go to a job and school. at first i thought i cannot handle this situation well but right now im looking at my past and i realize i studied my lessons at job when im free. it was a office job so when i had a free time after i did my duties like excel programming etc, i studied thermodynamics for example. my job also had a service (bus) which goes to my home. so i also could study my lessons in there. for example i watched school videos on youtube.
right now im not going to job but i started coding course. programming language= c# . im going there in weekends. morning 10 to afternoon 1.
also my school told us we have to select 8 lessons this year. fall year i choose 7 lessons. so 8 lessons are making me a little bit nervous. also programming course..it's like im having 9 classes this year.
im so excited to get your package. i hope it comes to me so fastt!!!
stray kids released a song with itzy and nmixx. some of guys are commenting on social media platforms like "it was so annyoing song wtf" but i really liked it. song name is: like magic. actually i liked drop part. also when i watched trailer i saw j.y.park's name and i thoght "omg no, please jyp dont make a collab with them". but jyp also sing very good wow!
let's gossip: from my university group, my friend, uğur: i guess he loves me. my friends also teeling me "merve you are right, his behaviour is sus" he is in my close friend group, so i cannot stop to talk with him. but im not talking with him alone in real life. (you have uğur's photos in your some of envelopes). for example he bought a microphone to me as a birthday gift??!!! it's expensive woah. he always check me which song im listening on social media or what i'm posting. he always wants to turn back to house with me. i mean, he wants to chit chat with me when we are going back to our houses. for example one day i was going back to my house with ship. and he wanted to come with me (idk why.) and i was listening to music when im looking outside. he put his head on my arm. i looked at his face and said "wtf? don't touch me. i dont want to boys touch me". he said "you are talking too nonsense rn do you realize?" i said "idc". my last year's birthday, he bought me necklace (im not using it, bruh). also his height is 165 cm. im 170 cm. so he is shorter than me. everytime im teeling him i really dont like short boys. but he doesnt understand. for example when we are in subway and you know, people feel shaking in metro. like, if you don't protect yourself, you can fall xd. that time, he tries to protect me :d.
anyways there are too many stories to tell you about he shows his interest to me. i told him i really get annoyed when these are happening (even subway story) but you can feel that there is a feeling inside him. so i feel so disgusted, annoyed. i don't bully my friends of course but when i started to get disgusted, i say "also he is so ugly and short. not my type!!" inside. inside ofc hahahaha.
my friends also tells to me "why he doesn't understand your sentences?". sometimes he offers me to go outside with him. like meetup. but i say "sorry i cant go outside with boys" sorry sorry. i dont wanna go out with him.
but he is funny person, so im talking with him when we are in a group.