Notes

they say they will never leave but when you turn around they're gone. They say they care but when you go to them for edvise they say they aare busy and they dont care. They say be yourself but when you are they make fun of you call you names they say treat others how you want to be treated so you treat everyone with kindness ans respect and all they say if you need to sick up for yourself and not them run right over you. They say all these things but is that what they really mean? It seems like all of them say if for show . It seems like to me they dont really care. They say be yourself and you'll find the perfect friends for you but hat if no one is like you . Becaus you are nice but sometimes mean and most of the time mean to the wrong person. You like making jokes but most of them are corny. They say you are beutiful just the way youb are but are they sure ? because before you get friends you need to have the perfect body to be seen as a somebody you need desgner clothes to be seen. You need a perfect face to be seen. They dont understand that not everyone has piles and piles of money. They say they dont judge but when i girl that smells funny walks by they say "you smell like a dumpster." and giggle till gtears are in there eyes. but what they dont know is her parents are pot heads and they smoke in the house making her smell bad. she tries to tay in her room to keep away but it doesnt work because who would of guessed her sister does it too. You say dont judge but when a boy walks past you with some raggity clothes you say " your clothes are ugly" and you throww him a dime saying "buy yourself something pretty. then you walk away with tears in your eyes from luaghing so harxd. but what you dont know is that when you walk away he picks up the dime and brings it home he gives it to his mom saying " here mommy, u know that it wont help anything but little by little maybe we can get the house becuse its alot nicer than the car." there is a tear in her eye but she gives her son the little bite of food she found in the trash so he dont starve. They say they wont hurt you they say they will never lie but then suddenly you fate becuase you lost to much with all the knifes in your back. Im scared for my kids in this world im scared for myself but this is the only place to live. maybe one day someone will make a diffrence