Notes

Im really sorry about everything today I just need to say. I was with my friend until about 7 and then i had to drive him home and get pizza for dinner and then watch tv with my mom and she wanted to watch several episodes because idk for some reason maybe the weekend and ya. Im not trying to make an excuse, im just trying to explain what was going on. Also i am sorry i overreacted to you just up and leaving your house. you know how that worries me you walking out somewhere with me 100% UNABLE to protect you at all. I just dont like that cuz i always need to protect you baby. And well after you tell me you taking a nap I get back on my computer to see that and thus I begin to write this for you. I really dearly love the paragraphs that you write for me each after school and now i think you need a paragraph from me. This one is 100% true whether you choose to believe everything or not, that is not up to me.

Baby, I love you so much i always feel that saying i love you so much doesnt ever fully tell you really how much i do love you. but it will have to be sufficient for the time being until we meet. You are my one and only baby. I dont have anyone else to call baby. that is a special nickname reserved for a special someone named Abby, you. I only call you that because I only want to call you that. I do not want to call anyone else baby but you. I think i can call you my baby just as you call me your honey. even though we are not together i believe that you still can be my one and only baby. like really gosh i just love you so much, to even say i love you so much is an understatement itself. You are an amazing person, you are very kind, loving, caring, honest, trusting, careful, loyal, adorable, cute, beautiful, pretty, hot and sexy. believe it or not you are strong very much strong, generous, huggable, snuggleable, and my favorite person, truly, in all of the universes of universes. your eyes are one thousand times more amazing majestic and gorgeous than all of the stars in the skies combined, and that's A LOT. You are the best, you are the best and that's everything to it. There is no one person better than you, for me. Believe it or not, all of this is true. I am really glad that we met each other and that we became friends and that we dated for a while and that we have really become different people after meeting each other, i believe. Keep in mind, i do know that you do not think you help me nearly as much as i help you. but gosh baby i care about you so gosh dang much i try to help you in anyway shape or form that i can. I am here for you always and whenever I have time I will text you to the best of my ability, like gosh i just am always there for you babe. But you also helped me much more than you think. you are the one person who has helped me THE ABSOLUTE MOST. in all my years of living you, Abby, are the person who has been there for me through the rough and the calm, just as i try to do the same for you. Also, i am truly amazingly glad that we have now become best friends as i could possibly have never asked for a best friend or anyone better than you. for you are the best. you are so valued by me gosh you mean so much to me. everything you do, the paragraphs after school i know 100% you dont do that for anyone but me. the pictures you send in the morning and after your showers. i also know you only do that for me no one else. I hold you with the highest regard and respect just as i assume you do for me too. every little think that i know you would only do for me and me only, i see and i greatly appreciate truly everything you do for me. i got you that necklace thinking im giving it to you, not only so you have some physical object thing from me, but also to hopefully show you how much i love, appreciate, care, trust, and give thanks to you for as well as trying to show you just how much you do really mean to me. and that is why everytime i see it around your neck in any picture you send to me i take a second and think. i think about what everything you have done for me and what reasons went into giving that necklace to you. like im truly not sure if you will really fully understand what you mean to me. you mean the whole world (every universe of universes one hundred million billion infinity amount of everything in everything) to me, like gosh you mean so much to me. you mean everything to me and you truly are the singly one, only girl in the world that is THE MOST AMAZING. I also care about you so much. i care about your physical, mental, emotional, and everything health. i dont care what it has to deal with i care about it. i care about your back hurting. i care about you not eating enough. i care about your clit hurting which is why i looked up why in the first place. it doesnt matter what the thing is i care about you. i care about your school, your grades, everything which is why i try to help you when i can which is why i tried to help take that test for you and help you will as many homework assignments as i have. i care about you. i really did not know that you cried last night for your back hurt so much. i will and i literally will stay up as much as i can (the whole night in fact) for you so when you feel like crying im just a voice away for you to talk to. and also, at 6:13pm or 8:13pm for you your snapchat you had recently cried. like gosh i hate that i could see you like that yet i could do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to help you or anything since you were/are taking a nap during this time. (i saw it too late) i just wanted to hug you and lie with you on the couch or something protecting you making you feel safe something, anything to help you feel better. Abby, you truly are the perfect girl in my eyes. yes you and everyone does have flaws, but that doesn't mean you can't still be perfect. if that makes any sense. you are perfect. i like and love everything about you absolutely everything. i like your face, your smile, your laugh, your blush, your eyes, your cheeks, your hair, your neck, your shoulders, your arms, your hands, your boobs, your back, your chest, your stomach, your hips, your butt, your vagina, your legs, your feet, your toes, your fingers, your everything. I like everything about you.

now i did look at all of your facebook posts for today and um well how was that for your phone lighting up with an immensely long paragraph of how much you, Abby, mean to me.

Also, i really did enjoy talking as much as we did all last night and this morning. and i probably will enjoy the weekends to come as we will get to talk more and for longer than just on the weekdays at night after 10. i do like talking to you more than anything and i do want to continue talking to you during the nights and the mornings as i do truly love the "goodnight baby" 's and the "good morning baby" 's. and everything and anything that we talk about. i did also like being naked-ish at the same time both in our beds and us both masturbating at the same time in our beds. i do wish we were in the same bed, but that may happen after you move to California. I know you miss that from when we were together and i do truly miss it to so it was very nice and enjoyable to be able to do that this morning. i do just really love you baby.

also i assume you took a shower already but its okay i dont need to see your pics, rather i would type this what i have for you here now today. its okay. i am going to take a shower too and you are napping and there are always more days to see pictures of me. pictures are worth one thousand words, yet physical touch, a touch i believe can be worth a lifetime of change. so yes, i am going to shower after this and i do really love you and i will talk to you at 12 i hope. and you hope too, so let it happen. I love you so much baby, yet it still is 99% an understatement of "how much" it truly is.