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Kisses and kisses and kisses and you.
You pushing against me, hot and hard and I want you
I'm craving it craving him craving him inside me
craving for him to be mine, unconditionally mine.
Someone that cares that gets me that understands me, that wants to know every part of my day that wants to hold my hand and kiss my forehead.
Him, always him.
Always been him.
How am I ever meant to love someone that isn't him?
Both him and Sean are my first loves
I can't stop thinking about him
How does he not feel the connection I feel?
Is he as drawn to me as I am him?
He's like Sean- he's like my old Sean.
It makes my heart hurt. Ache- for what should have been mine.
What was supposed to be my love
i don't know what hurts more
I'm crazy about him. Crazy about the unnecessary unfairness of it all.
When it's all over
What will we have to say to each other?
There's nothing left to say.
It'll be like it never happened
We'll come full circle.
Baby it's a never ending spiral
Looks a bit like paradise.
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Fucks sake
I'm just waiting for the rest of my life to start.
I'm just waiting for a boy that respects me more than I respect myself.
Kiss your face, turn your cheek, lay your head down.
Don't say nothing
I can see when you're lying
Can't you see me trying
Trying not to fall in love with you.
When I'm with you, I'm don't feel alone
When I'm with you, I don't feel low
Can't you see me pretending
Pretending that you fucking little blonde whores doesn't make me want to throw up
That it isn't blinding pain, that I'm not screaming on the inside from the ache
Because we're not exclusive and I'm fine with it.
I'm fine with the benefits without the friends.
I'm fine with my mouth around your dick
I'm fine with your mouth on my tits
I'm fine with you making me moan, and then laugh like no one else does
I'm fine with the kisses, the urgency, the spark, the fucking perfection of it all.
Because our time is up
And now it's too late
We're too late.
Even
Though
You.
Your arms around me, you make me feel safe.
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