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What thoughts, feelings, and experiences are you having?
Can you remember when it started? What was going on around that time?
Has anyone in your family experienced something similar?
Do you feel this way all the time, or does it come and go?
Do you feel different from the people around you, like no one could possibly understand? Have you tried talking to your friends or family members about what you’re feeling?
What kinds of behaviors go along with these feelings? Are you using lots of drugs or alcohol? Snapping at people? Staying in bed all day?
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I am having common delsuions like: Is this real? Are we real? Whats the point of this life, Why is life missery when it should be euphoric
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It started threw the summer 2023 when i first started smoking Cannabis and then moving on to taking phycedelic Mushrooms 8 times and Lsd twice.
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My dad, has Bipolar, Adhd, My mom has Bpd, depression, Ainxiety, My unce had schizopherina, My moms mom dory had scizophernia, But mental illness is very common in my family so thats just a few
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I feel this way when im by myself everyday or with people i dont know, But although its not always on max but it never turnes off
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I feel like im the only person who has the abilty to be chosen to have this mindet, I feel like im the only one whos like this, My friends, Family and alot of people already know
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Ussualy i dont feel any emotions unless trigered, I dont have the right kind of brain to be able to perceive my own emotion, I feel as emotions are out of my control and natrual. Even though i dont feel anything it looks like it, I seem not to care about things as much, I tend to be smoking everyday, Using Phycedelics and just keep trying to chase that high but i know if i do keep chasing it my brain wont be able to comprehend/Percieve reality physically