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My name is Westyn Simmons and I'm 13 years old let's talk about my life if anyone see this great if not that suck, I just want to wright about it. let's start from the beginning. I live with my mom in Cat spring Texas with my brother and sister and my stepdad we call bubby. it's all going great, but my stepdad and mom are always fighting right in front of us and me and my siblings are so tired of it, but my siblings sucked it up. we go to school every day when we would come home with homework my mom wouldn't even help us like a real mom because she was too busy drinking and getting mad for no reason, she would lash out at me the most this because I guess I was her main target. My mother and stepdad would get into a fight like every day, and it was becoming exhausting to us. Some days when I got home from school, I would just go straight into my room with talking to anyone when dinner came around, I didn't even want dinner and I would always be hungry, but I did that every day and I searched it up about the sadness all the time and it was called depression, and I wasn't shocked about it. When my mom did it every day like the lashing out stuff, I just became more and more independent when we went out, she would be so nice and so kind, and my mom was beautiful mother. Let's talk about my mom and my stepdad bubby my mom works at a landscaping place and I got to give it to her she was very good at it her work is located in katy Texas. Now my stepdad my stepdad work as a railroad place in Sealy Texas at Union pacific he's amazing at it yes, he does drink, but he knows when to stop. He knows that he will be driving, and he has responsibilities like us in the car he would like to make mean jokes like about me. The stuff and problems I went through i with my brother dad that's a whole another story but i became really defensive about myself and my body so when he made those jokes towards me i became really defensive, we all had problems me and my brother and sister would get into fights often i felt like they would team up on me and when my brother went to tell and i got in trouble i really feel like my brother has it easy because he is the youngness. Let's talk about my siblings first my sister my sister is 15 and she's in high school my sister and brother would leave me out of there little thing that they had. That was making me even more sad about myself I'm in the seventh grade just got here school is going great and i have good grades and everything school was cool for me. Brother talk now my brother is 7 years old he's in the second grade he's so smart and has all the friends he lucky not that i don't have friends. My brother and my stepdad had a good relationship like they would do everything together like build fires and go look for deer sheds and go ride on the gator. My room became my everything i would do most of my stuff in my room and YES i got bored so sometimes i would go to my sisters' room and chat with her, but she was too busy like always. i would go talk with my mom to have a nice night so mother and son time but guess she didn't want that my mom would tell my dad's dad i all him my grandad she would call him and say i was misbehaving for no reason just to start stuff so he would get on to me for no reason. Another year past and I'm 13 still at my moms and the year is 2023 and i can say right now 2023 hurt myself the most let me start my mom leveled up she was 10% crazy now she is a 20% her madness has gotten worst. Couple of Mothes go by, and my real dad was moving apt he wanted my help so of cores i went to help my dad has this girlfriend named jade she is so nice so when i went to go help my dad the first night i got there was good, we watched movies and jade was there i was so happy. The next day goes by and i forgot to mention that has really fast motorcycle he wanted to bring it to his next apt in the U-Haul trailer, but it wouldn't fit in there, so he decided to ride it there i really wanted to go with him, but he didn't have an extra helmet for me so i did not go. So, we got all the stuff in the trailer, and we headed that way it was only like an hour to Richmond TX we were coming from Houston Texas so i went with my granddad to go help while dad is riding his bike and jade is driving her car while I'm riding with grandad, he gets this phone call from Houston medical center so he picks it up and there was this lady that is asking my grandad all these questions like are you driving and are you alone and the phone was speaker and he asked WHATS GOING ON and the lady said my dad had a very bad wreck and of course I'm scared because we were five minutes behind him i remember being in shock in the car i turned to the widow and starting crying badly i had a decision of going home or going to the hospital and picked the hospital. Dad was in bad condition he had broken tibia bone it was bad he was wearing no gear, but he had his helmet on it was a sad day jade stepped up to help my dad he was a good girlfriend to him she did a lot of stuff for him this happened April 8, 2023. It was May 19, 2023, when something big between bubby and my mother so (mom bubby Mackenzie Ryder and Westyn me) side note Mackenzie and Ryder are my siblings ok back to the story it was a Wednesday night, and we were going to a restaurant in Sealy Tx my mom took us out and she made it all about herself my mom was accusing my stepdad of sleeping with my sister witch was a total lie and my mother would makes scenes and a do all that other bullshit just to start stuff but never like this one my mom was drunk she was acting really strange i scene when my mom gets drunk but never like this she was acting different so I'm just sitting there and thinking what the actual hell why here in front of all these people by brother wasn't listening he was just distracting his self from this stupid shit i would agree i did not want to hear this either so i played a game on my phone but oh but gosh it starting getting bad i stood up and walked to the counter and ask for the check so he brought it out we stared to leave when they were screaming it went down for the rest of the ride home i really felt bad for my sister because she was just so confused and i would be too so when we got home this is the time you want to Grabe yo popcorn ok so when we got there it was bad bubby and my mom were fighting my brother was still on the phone watching his videos to try and cancel out the noise it was bad so they were yelling and my mom said she was going to go get a GUN!!. this is the part where me and my sister sneaked out of the truck and were running my brother was already inside the first place, we ran to the barn and me and my sister never listened to each other, but we did this time it was my idea, so we ran to the barn, and we were sneaking but they did not hear us because of all the yelling