Notes

Hello ayhem, this is me from the past. The date is currently September 19th 2023. I'm in Amman and I miss kerak greatly. I just hope you still long for those days when you used to drink ice coffee that you "brought" from bustanji mall and then you would watch your viking series or read your ebooks. And I also hope you remember when you used to drive, you were and still are the best driver ever. Amman is terrible as usual, there are 5 new kids which I'm sure you'll remember. Fucking geeks. Anyway, I just wanted to remind you that the Ayhemium folder you used to store your stuff in is hidden in Program files (86x) on nagham's laptop. Hopefully she didn't find it. Anyway, by the time you're reading this it would be the half-semester vacation. Lastly, I want to tell you that you are the most handsome man ever. You have done incredible things at your young age. LIKE WHEN YOU WROTE YOUR FIRST BOOK! Those were great times. Anyway, have fun now that your back in kerak. Bye handsome;)
UPDATE! The date is currently December 12th, 2023. Alot has changed since i wrote the first part of this note. YOU ALSO FINALLY HAVE A NEW LAPTOP THAT IS WAYYY FASTER THAN NAGHAM'S (only for 170JD + a total of 12GB of RAM). At the time of writing this it is currently the finals and honestly? they are all easy as shit.
As you know, the 4 months you've endured in this mental hospital were long and rough, but you've got through them and I'm proud of you (myself) for braving through those hard times.
You've also stayed true to your dreams and ambitions and continued reading your physics book and even got another physics book about electricity, which you've still not finished.
By the time you're reading this you will be on Nagham's laptop (hopefully) and I would appreciate it if you were drinking some ice coffee while reading this.
Bye bye Ayhem, you're truly a great man and you have a bright future ahead of you so stay focused and don't waste it. Don't let those Arab trash bring you down, you're better than them so think and act like it!
Bye Bye handsome;)
Hello Ayhem! today is February 1st, 2024 (so technically you wrote that last note last year). You just got home from Karak; you have spent a good full month there. You played with DEDO, and JOORY and AMOORA. Those were some good times. You've also practiced some throat punching and combat combos that will be helpful sooner or later. You were distressed and saddened when you first arrived in Amman, but you got through it. Held and carried yourself and managed to move on with life despite being sad because deep down, you know this is what's best for you. I'm so proud of you Ayhem, I'm proud of all the things you did and will do. I don't think, I KNOW, that you will succeed yet again this semester and you will make it out HAPPY, with no grudge in your heart, and a clear and fulfilled mind because school is actually your training grounds. So whatever happens there don't let it define you. Define IT instead. Also calm down with the throat punching thing, I don't want you going to prison just because you molested and groomed a fat hippo. We both know you're too good for that.
So this is the end of my update. Hopefully you will read this again when you finish your finals.
Bye bye SEXY;)