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hey notes.
my name is Nia Edwards, and I'm from layou, I am 16 years old i getting 17 in 3 days' time on February 2024 I am now in the form class of fifth form I'm leaving school this year in month time im a thick tall girl nice body boys alwyas hve to tell smth bout my body i like it sometime sometime i dont it hve haters always hve haters n they does ometimes hate on me call me salop somemuch stupid namees but idc i cannt hve a boy bsf cause ik he would want to fuck me , I have a bsf who is not so much of a bsf again cause it have a new girl that come n meet us in our school when we was in 4th form now we in 5th from n is like d girl taking my bsf away from me. today was come as u like in our school n I sprain my foot Monday so I doh go school in 4 days n I couldn't go come as u like n kannie(which is d girl name) bring Dianni (my bsf name) to town n do how much thing n b4 tht Dianni said she not gg come as u like cause I not gg n be dr n she said she coming n check me and she was a no show she want to town I was feeling a way but hey I trying not to care anyway notes i have a bf his name is Tyrese Sebastian form coilhaut his short, fun to be around, his smile im in love w his smile with his big teeth dem n his eyes oh lord his eyes they so brown nt any brown but like chocolate brown mk tea with no milk n add choco his eyes so damn dreaming, my bf smoke he sell weed he think he bad well he know he bad lol n no he is nt no big mn lol he just 17 lol☺i love this boy so samn much but me n him always in problem cause ig thts our way of showing love toxic lol but he n my sister tlking real fucking gud n i think he hve feelings for her n idk how to tlk to him bout it n it hve me think bad bad bad my sister is 24 n have a boy n girl (love my lil dumplings mwah)anyways yes why tyrese my bf hve to be telling my sister delsyn she hve to come by him n spend a day???why but he dk i see tht cause idk how to tlk bout my feelings n he say he tired get problem w me he doh like tht so i trying my best nt to say none but it troubling me bad n deslyn hve guts say yes she will tell u when she coming hmmmm wdmc me n my bsf been tg bout 4 years but it been tough break up cheat come bck hve other ppl n blah blah it been 1 year since we been loyal to each other n i happy me n him nevr done nth much other than kiss yes i go by him alr i went on my knees n suck his cal but nth other than tht never happen n i only dont tht twice. ik ppl my age are hving sex even ppl younger than me lol but im fraid bad rumors bout it will hurt n bleed n im a baby i hurt dem shit lol so i tlk to him alr n he understand he say he nt w me for dem tht n he doh care bout tht so i believe him tyrese a man his balls dem mb want smth ik he will fuck on my head jn but i doh want to think bout tht nw. my bf had an iphone but it break n nw he have to be using his mommy phone n nwadays i doesnt get d attention i want n it does hve me vex bad bad bad bad bad bad, and i doh want to cause no problem so when he come online i does tlkk dry bad sometiems he does notice sometimes he doesnt, As he doh hve phone idk wat d fucker doing when he come online he telling me bout his day telling me ohh he come his hair ohh he go airport ohh he was by pac he always hve smth doing dem days but if is me he getting vex my boyfriend is a very jealous boy bad so he doesnt want me to do much weell nt much nth at alllllllll.... it had a time early in d rela had a boy kwamie i had cheat on him w tht his friend also come n tlk to me nt even in fornt of him n he get vex i go n play w d boy tyrese n throw water on him tyrese rush up on me n always stab me i was so friad i begun crying sobbing bad bad shaking i didndt knw wat to do if u see it wasnt his friend tht hold him i think i would hve a mark by my chest everybody was telling me to leave him even my moda but knowing me my head is hurt i stayed he promise he would never do nth like tht to me he beg me to nt leave him n i love when he show me he cares so i stay he like to rise his hand but nt much nw. yes and this mother fucker gg everywhere n im soooooooo worried tht im gg n lose my bf i thought i was gg n cheat cuase i thought is tht he doiing so i was gg n do d same i started tlking bck to my ex jamesly jamesly was my first true love my first kiss my first hands one me everything jmesly is a tall boy he doh hve mother or father n live w his sister his a nice sweet boy n he get hell sexy nw n we had finish but ik his feelings for me would never be done so i go n tlk to him n d way he was tlkig is like yes i missed thth attention i was getting to hoook to him n ik smth bad was gg n happen we tlk how much days so fucking gud but i had to end it cause of tyrese i doh want to hurt or lose him ik i only tlking to jamesly for attention so when my bf nt dr i rather watch reels on insta or movies or sleep whole day i doh neeed to tlk to ppl i gud but yes i does get real tense as he nt dr n i thinking reallllyyyyyyyy baddddd
andywyas notes
lets tlk about school school as i said im in fiftth from n mommy want me to mk her proud n mk daddy see i can do it
but can i do it thought?