Notes

"MODDHO-BITTO"

kicu pawar asha korata amader doinik jiboner akta ongsho bola jay,kintu sey asha koratay jokhon britha tokhon take gopon rekhe mere felay valo.karon na pawao ak dhoroner pawa,ey je tomake pelam na othocho sarajibon pete chaibo,,,a o ki valobasha noi?

bashidin hoini tomake cheyeci tar agey avabe asha chere dia cole jete hobe vabini..ami to chay ni hoito tumi amake chao ni tay hoito amon ta holo kintu ami to tomake chay akhon o ty jete parlam na..theke gelam ay biroktikor duniyay..
ami...ahhh nam na janleo hobe.nam janata joruri na jekhan a amake niay ami bolci..baba mar akmatro meye ami.ty hoito duniya ta biroktikor amar kace.prottekdin sokal a ghum vange amar ashole sokal a na bikal k sokal bola ta boro rokomer vul..sobar kace bikal kintu amar kace sokal tokhon..ay generation a teenager r dol ra bikal k sokal boley vabe tmn amio bikal k sokal e mone kori..vaba ta oshavabik kicu mone hoi na amar kace...
poralekha bolte hsc pash korar por ar poralikha continue kora tao akhon bilashitar moto mone hoi...akhonkar boroloki celemeyera ki e ba bujhbe moddhobitttoder situation..tao probol ecca borolok howar..hote parbo kina jani na kintu ceshtay truti rakhbo na howar kono...tyto din din ghumiye din jacce.

suru dekhe hoito vebecilen prem r kahini kintu ha ata prem kahini bote sathe generation sucks story o.kothay suru kothay sesh ta na jana golpo jekhan a sobar moto amio akjon manush jar jibon choto holeo tar kace sreshto...

akta probad chotobelay onk sunechi lekha pora kore je gari ghora chore se...kintu akhon mone hoi taka poisa kamay je gari bari kore se...shottor moddhe atay akta shotto jeta ami akhon bissash kori..taka poisa jar kace ace se e duniya te thakar joggo.ami ay duniya te thakar joggo na ty attohotta beche niyechilam ak rat a..kintu parlam ar koi..beche gelam..beche giya boro vul hoia gelo...suru ta amon hoyechilo...

ami :shun ami boli jinishta omon na...amar celeta k valo legece..akhon ki korbo bol?tor bandhu k ki ami bolte pari evabe je ami tomake pocondo kori...amake accept koro please...

riya :na dost...amiy ba kivabe boli bol to...o to amar friend r vai...tar somporko onno akta meyer sathe..tor kotha ami kivabe boli bol to amake?

ami :jani na ami..kivabe pabo upay bol

riya :kono upay nai...vabish na to agula nia ar...tor hobe na sudhu sudhu lav nei...

ami :accah thik ace..take kivabe anano jay bebosta kor..dekheo shanti..

riya :tui shudrabi na...thik ace dekhci..

vabchen akta meye kivabe bolbe akta celeke poconder kotha..cesta korte to khoti nei...kintu seta je akdom baje porjay cole jabe seta k janto...apnader keo janay tahole..
riya ke bolar por riya akdin tar friend ar tar vai k ashte bollo sobay mile dekha korbo somoi katabo ty..tader k boleche je amio ashbo.amio khusi te attohara hoia gelam je ajke take dekhbo...khusi ar atkacce na.
ready pray hoia giyecilam kintu tarpor e ghotlo ak ghotona jetar jonno ami moteo prostut cilam na..

ma: ajke kothao jash na..dorkar ace toke amar ajke
ami: kno?ki amon dorkar ajkey?
ma: bolechi jete na..jabi na ato kothar to dorkar ney
ami: accah

dekhechen bolechilam na valo kicu amar kopal a ney...take pawar ecca holo kintu se onno karor manlam akhon take dekhar ecca holo tao dekha holo na..moddhobitto koapl ar ki...
tarpor ja holo ta to ami kokhono kolponao kori ni je hobe..

ma: ay ne dhor shari ta por...porte to parish na...ay poriye dey
ami: kno?kon dawat a jabo ajke?age to bolo ni je dawat ace
ma: dawat to na je bolbo toke dawat ace.
ami: tahole shari kno porbo?
ma: toke dekhte ashbe ty porbi..shundor kore sajbi.
ami: mane ki?tomra amake akhon biya koray dite cacco?
ma: ha tor to boyosh hoye gecey biyar ar koto deri korbi tahole?buri hoye tarpor ki biya boshbi nki?
ami: na ma amon koro na...akhon ami biya korbo na
ma: jeta bolci seta kor chupchap..moddhobitto amra..toke sarajibon boshiye khawar moto tor babar ato taka ney re.

Ay kotha shunar por ar kicu bolar moto sahosh holo na amar.Mar kotha shune amio ready hoite thaklam kintu mone mone caccilam je pocondo na hok amake...biya kore akhon e songshar korar ecca ta kno jni hocce na..toiri holam,shari porlam,ata moyda makhlam jeta akhonkar diner poricito kicu drobbo samogro jeta mukher ujjolota barate ar sondorjo barate meyeder k sahajjo kore jmn amakeo akhon korce...valo lage na kintu tao mar kotha shunar por kmn jni lagce ty eccakrito vabey korlam agula...tara dekhte ashbe amake sondhay kintu koitar dike seta ar bole ni dekhey ami riyader sathe ar dekha korte gelam na.Tar satheo dekha korte parlam na jake dekhar jonno atokicu vebe rakhlam...ato kicu cinta korte korte hotat riya amake call dilo

riya: tui kothay? sobay tor opekkhay boshe aci...tor jonnoi to atokicu korlam,kotokhon lagbe tor ashte ar?
ami chup kore shunte laglam kintu mukh dia kono kotha ber hocce na...mone hocce se to amar na tao take valo lage bole take dekhte cylam tay riya k dia dakaylam atay amar dosh hoia gelo ayjonno akhon amar ay poristiti te porte holo..kawke ki ami pocondo o korte parbo na?ata ki amar vul nki moddhobitto hoye jonmano ta amar vul?riyar kotha kmn jni amar kan a lgcilo na karon ami vabnay mogno cilam...hotat

riya: ki re? more geli naki?
ami: ha,na bol shunci...ashole amar sorir ta valo lagce na re...prochondo jor eshece hotat kore ar onk matha batha o korce ty ar ki ashte parci na....tora ajke amake charay somoi kata...onno akdin ashbo ami..tata
bole odvutvabe call ta kete dilam...riya ki bollo na bollo ta shunar somoi e nilam na...sudhu vablam kno moddhobitto manush hoye jonmalam kno borolok holam na tahole amar kothar o dam dito amar baba ma...ato taratari amar biyar kotha bolto na...vabte vabte bichanay suye porlam ar fan ta ghurce seta dekhte laglam...hotat cokh ta lege ashte laglo...akta somoi ghumiye porlam...

ato shundor kore sejecho?kokhono to evabe sajte dekhi ni tomake?khub shundor lagce tomake ajke....ecca korce saratadin tomake dekhe katiye dey...

ami: ki je bolo tumi,tomar jonnoi to atokicu...kivabe bolbo tomake kivabe bujhabo tomake je tomake ceyechi ami koto ager theke kintu bolte pari ni...kintu tomar sathe evabe amar biya hobe ami vabte pari ni...tumi sudhu amar hobe ta ami vabtey parci na...shopno mone hocce sobkicu..

tahole ghum theke uthe poro...uthe dekho ami esheci...tomar jonno boshe aci tomar opekkhay.

ami: ki bolco?ata shopno?sotti na?tahole ami shopney thakte chay...ami moddhobitto hoia bachte chay na...tomake to ghum vangle ar pabo na ty ami ghumer thekey ar uthbo na..

utho tomar uthtey hobe...uthe por taratari...uthcish na kno

ma: kire?kokhon theke dekey jacchi..amon somoi kew ghumay nki...magriber ajan dicce uth taratari..
ami: haa accah uthciii...
ma: ar tui ready to?tara phone diyechilo tara kacakaci cole eshece kintu
ami: accah thik ace...kintu
ma: kintu ki?
ami: na kicu na..dak dio amake
ma: thik ace

amon ta to ami chay ni je biya kore songshar korbo ha ceyechi kintu nijer pocondor o to akta bepar ace ty na,jake cini na jani na ado o valo lagbe kina take kivabe ami biya kori ba tar sathe sarajibon thaki...ashob vabna cinta amar akdom e pocondo na...o ha ami to take shopno dekhlam...amake shundor lagce tahole se je bollo...ay vebey ami onk khusi holam kintu khusi ta chilo matro kicukhon er...