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hi, aiz 'to, palaging feb nalang yung month na palagi akong umiiyak;c andaming problema hahaahha di ko kaya iopen up, sayo lang ako nag open up non, idk what to do. I have caleb now, but i still feel diff without u;c gusto kita iletgo e, gustong gusto, per kahit gusto ko mangyare yun wala parin;c nahihiya na ko kay caleb, he love me, i also love him but i still also love you, youre so harsh and mean to me jhaze hahah, hindi ka naman gniyan non, you are the person who care for me a lot and love me but i didnt expect that youre gonna be my greatest heartbreak;c i am still here, waiting for an answer that why did u leave me, you make me so fool the way that you hurt me a lot lot of times but im still here, acting strong like i didnt even get hurt, after all those times, i still love u. I will still choose you over and over again until the end of the day, even if u hurt me, eto yung literal na tatlong bilyon ikaw lamang ang aking gusto, ikaw at ikaw parin pagkatapos ng lahat, kahit saktan mo pa ko, ikaw pa rin ang mahal ko, ikaw lang. i dont know how to let go, i still want a clear goodbye from u;c i want an explanation, even tho you just play me, i feel like it was love e, i cant let u go bcs u let me experience those fucking first times in my life and the memories that i cant let go, i hope in the next life time, we have our happy ever after, 'till next time my greatest, i love you.