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and what i don't understand is how ignorant she has to be, no roof? because of what people say? i don't care what anyone says. people will talk about you regardless, open your mind. I am so mad this is one of the worst days of my life. Elaf accidentally hit a car with a rock and now they will investigate it and when they find out it was us, baba is going to kill me, i'm dead meat. i don't understand, i don't understand how ignorant she has to be. Today is the first day in a long long time since i've been back to my past. Today is the first day in a long long time since i've been back. Just how i was walking reminded me of myself from last year, the way i came home when the sun was down and how all the little kids were playing at the park, the way it was night when i come in and everything just depressing. Depression is home, that's the end of it for me. i am so sorry about meshal's brothers car, and i know its stupid but he really didn't mean to. I'm just disappointed and scared and so tired. I hope we dont get kicked out, i hope they dont find us, i hope they dont know its us. i really do. I'm so so scared.