Notes

-Notes when i meet the loml (J), go buy a medium-sized bear and cut the back (not the whole back, just like a foot maybe?) and buy a zipper that's the same length as the cut, then place or glue or tape the zipper then check to see if u can zip it up and down. If it can then take out like half the stuffing in the cut. Then buy like 2 or 3 bags of candy then put the bags inside the cut (if they all can fit), then write a letter (or type a letter) and fold it and put ur twitter (@ayeitszing) and instagram (@ayeitszing) and snapchat (tell J to add me: @zing_ling1) and tell him to add, follow u if he can. Then write or type how much u love him and to ignore the hate and focus on the positive and ask him if we can hang out sometimes if he gives me his number. Then bring it to the event and give it to J. And then tell him, "I gave u this bear because i don't want u to forget me. And when u get home or at ur hotel, open the zipper on the bear in the back. Then ask if u can hug him a long time. Then say bye ily and leave."